Wednesday, December 30, 2009

finally!!!

finally !!finally!!!finally!!!!

i did it!!!!!!

i finally went keep my super messy dessy essy moressy dirty room!!!!

hahaa damn tired de!!!!!but my room finally looks clean!!!!lol

at night after i bath i took a mask~name was tanah hitam mask!but english..black...earth grass??xD it need to wait the mask dry then pull it out look like glu,when pull the all the death skin all will stick on the dry mask,when waiting i doing brigde0.o if y hand no tahan the floor head on floor only..oh~the head will pain want~argh!!!damn pain!!!but i still need time to practise..my bridge not inough curve..the i do hand stand^^in the moment i sms with viicky..but when i look on the mirror ..why the mask not yet dry?0.o

then i told viicky..she say..cause i sweat!!!!*0* crab lo wait again!

after that i pull it out!!got the sound'sisssss sisssss'but nt pain0.o~haha then i fall in sleep in my clean room~~~

Tuesday, December 29, 2009

*2009-2010*爱与友..(拜托读一读=])

2009


感觉就是那么的短暂
想着想着我在今年,共喜欢过三个人
喜欢的追长久的,始终没跟好的进展
但至少有说过话,之前在补习
只在远处望着她,他突然望著我,
我就心满意足了^^(我从2008年,年尾,我补习换班了,第一次见到他就一见钟情了哦)

有个开始一点也没兴趣的女生,
突然间很明显的表示他喜欢我,
我本想拒绝她..但我同时需要一个人关心我..
干老姐告诉我,别看样子,要看心底,吃掉她吧!
我只好放弃暗恋对象..试着去喜欢这个女生..
过后我真的爱上了这个女生..还爱的痴心绝对
说真的有一次我会在睡前梦梦茶茶的的状态下,
说了些奇怪的东西..我列出了三个女子然后说
‘如果我梦到其中一个,我就选那个’
怎知道..我梦到这个喜欢我的女生..
这是事实..

就将!我跟他约定了,说好如果我们能暧昧三个月
我们就决定在一起,日子久了..还不到两个月..
这女的就如此那么的冷淡,结果就断了..直到现在
我不找他,他就不找我;她不找我我有可能会不找他
..但说真的..我真的很喜欢10月16日..
的这个回忆..你信吗?你是我第一个约出来的女生.
也可说...是第一个我送回家女生..哈哈..
我不知该怎么珍惜你,可能我还不够经验吧..
我太差劲了吧..但谢谢你喜欢过我..
当我知道..有个向你将的女生喜欢我的时候..
我真的感到很安慰..因为我平时都是认为自己很差劲..
也认为不可能有个我认为ok的喜欢我..真的谢谢你
你让我学会了..
你让我感受了..
你让我走过了..
比暧昧更高的地位..但很短暂:)

当她舍弃我之后..我有点想追回我之前所暗恋的..
但..
。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。
其实
之前他有问过我..是否喜欢那个女子..
但我想了想,诚实的回答..是..
她回我:是..你真的是很喜欢他..
。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。


我哪还有那个勇气去追她啊..
就算我有勇气..
他也很难追啊,他人太奇怪的,
不接电话==
又冷冷的..我frm2追过个也是冷的,但追追下..当要成功的时候
哈哈我放弃了,放弃原因也不是很懂~她冷也有个限度,跟他做了朋友
就算再冷,也会接我电话吗!==
这个..冰淇淋二号..也太过冰淇淋了吧..
要放弃吗??可能明年就不同补习班了哦..可能拿不同科..唉..



今年的我,变得超自恋,超sampat!
因为去年我的初恋失去了,被她飞!
我就决定要搞变自己~变得更..更.... ...诶...不懂怎么说叻
样子是真的变了,高也高了点儿~
我今年认识了一班..让我觉得信赖的朋友~
他们的关系有点乱,不是亲生但我有三个妹一个姐一个哥一个侄女..哈哈
其实庆祝一个比我更成熟的妹,的生日,当天超开心的!有认识了jacky~alisa
哈哈第一次去k-box是跟他们去的哦~
在我放假期间,我认识了个..哈哈朋友的朋友~JS的朋友viicky
看过他一次没讲话但他超可爱的!!!xD  tiny到!!
但如果我们读同一间学校就好咯~能面对面讲话~
哦!对了,还有馨婷,读她学校也能见到我的小学同学乜~
在照片中看他变了很多,最后一次见面是在三年前,他有点肥肥的,但很开朗哦
真想再次面对面的跟他交谈,viicky也说你美叻~哈哈

今年就将结束了~
痛的不痛的,只会在雨天突然在脑海闪过
紧张pmR过了,还有更紧张SPM等身我,
快乐不快乐的也只能一笑而过..
伤心不伤心的..可能时不时会痛
2010我会重新开始..我要改变..变得更好!

哦,对了!
to朋友:认识我的人,都是到我口边都会挂着美女美女这两个字..其实..看见美女..有时我会在伤心的情况下回来笑笑的我..有时我却会想...唉我将的样子不可能会喜欢我的啦..所以~请朋友们多多包涵我这个笨蛋=]
嘿嘿~~


i am the CRAB!!!!!crossing to 2010!!!passing 2009!!!hurray

4 day didn't update...cause..busy!!

26th cinema~
watched AVATAR!!!!damn nice!!!i like the love story!!!!so niceXD!!



27TH time square&sg wang so many l.l~~
went to sg wang in the morning and after that went to time square^^
bought my 2nd pink shirt and the first tied pants~
now i think time square was better than sg wang!!!!!clote many!people also many!!!
haha shuang dao me ah!!!haha and after that back to sg wang again~~and just walk alone..then i sit in my friend work shop and waiting for my mum back to here..last minute be4 i wanna back!i suddenly wanna to learn how to make a 'head cover'(look like cap but don have the duck mouth)haha using two large needle and cross here cross there~~haha...i sleep in 3.00am++ cause i wanna faster done the head cover!!!

27th stay in home
phone woke me up...mum calling me..cal me open door when someone press the bell ring..they were the person who wanna to fix my home window glasses..woke up and just straight away do the head cover!!!haha i think after 30 minute i just wanna to took my bath~haha
cause in home whole day so free but today haha i wanna broke my sister record,in 2days done the head cover!!!finally i done in midnight!!!but..unluckily..cause af some tenical skill problem...i can't finish the final step..close the top hole of ther head cover..but i took the photo that i wear the uncompleted head cover..i got the picture but..i can't put on my computerT^T!!!!!haiz..sadly

28 1U watch sherlock holmes!!
haha morning after violin class went to'remember to eat'《记得吃》haivng lunch,i saw one girl!!!look like my friend!!ong man man!!haha but this girl is much better then ongxD!!pretty cute,she and her mum donno why always turn their head and looking on me:)..am i perasan~~
then we went to taman ehsan to intro the school that my sister succesful change the school~1st time went to these school~
back home bathing ok!then on the way to 1U!!!haha~~yer..the i saw a girl..damn cute d..she working in the CD shop..last time i help my sister bought something she help my pachk the disc and she looking and stairing at me~~today i saw her in the CD shop and i was just wanna in the shop where next her shop..haha i in the shop and she walking to the cashier and donno looking where..XD!!!she quite nice...hehe~~
okok end of the CD girl topic~in 1U cause of the time reason i wanna getting start to do another head cover but this time was a bit diffrent and diffucult.cause of the pattern had change..i had faild 3 time when the stating==..finally i give up..
the show was start!!!!!haha damn nice this show..but suck was!!..they cut the flim..some..18++part^^..haiz..suck man!!!cut liao..but really funny sherlock holmes~i like his fighting skill

finnish show and get a sleep in car..i donno why when i was wake..i feel like..the heart so..no stress..but pain..donno why..and just sing in toiletxD~~
haha i think the head cover will finnish today my mum fix it for me the las step~~





31th!!i will on genting who wanna go!!!i will at there!!


why i read ur blog i will feeling sad..am i really will love you a long time?..i don wanna to love you but..why the heart will pain?i hate it i pain with the person who look like throwing me in to dusbin..haiz..i think i really wanna to find a new one and just straight away kiss her !hilang the first kiss then apa pun lupa the pass....

Friday, December 25, 2009

M3rRy ChrlStm@S!!!

today was christmas...morning mum ask me wanna to go watch alvin and the chipmuck2?..but i anwser nope..cause i didn't watch the 1st episous..then i went back to sleep..and i home alone the whole day,facebook luckily gt ppl find me^^thank guy~and i wish many ppl merry christmas~~haha..but can say a bit bit lonely=p
and and i also learning for solve my father iphone problem==...i keep searching idea for upload song in to iphone...yesterday i had a chat with the saler who sale the iphone to my father..damn him!!stupid saler say all off thoose things need to use credit card ,all of thoose things was money!!bullshit la!!!nw i know how to upload song already..crab and skru the saler!!!..ya gt so many game need money but..song...o0o == nah!!!i download so many free game to my father iphone,but most of them was 'lite'..mean jus trial...haiz..

ohh in 5 something my father had back~and i took his iphone staring for my 研究(i donno how to say in englishT^T)suddenly my father shout..say wanna out to having dinner!!then i last minute!!!i know how to upload song edi!!!and i uploaded some in~
me,my father and a friend of my father went to sg buloh to having dinner..quite nice meal..haha today lucky,eating also can saw some leng leng*0*haha but when i was eating my right eye suddenly jump0.o...what does it means??? i don care also~~~
back home straight a way update blog~~~haha some1 has been sick!?0.o haha i though she won't get sick~~!!haha take care la xue qi!
hmm shan today damn fan..always in fb pm me ==shhh!!!!..

Thursday, December 24, 2009

result day!!24TH..christmas eve..

9:30 woke@.@...
so tried after bath just go on to school!!!!haha i though the result can get early and back early..but..i arrived still nt yet start..and i saw many colour colour kepala in our school..all colour hair--
.congratulation to everyone who get full A:mun yee,wai chong,nicholas,li ern,min ji,wei shen all of them!!!!

==haiz...

mathA
scinceB
englishB
geografiC
KH D
sejarahD
chinese D

i feel damn sad about my chinese..haiz
when i back to home..i just straight away go sleep...whatever my phone ringging!..just don care..
i woke i saw many massage only..ask me all was about result haha~thanks for careing
...
to the person who always delete my comment in her facebook and alwasy don like to pick up the phone and always say me fan the small eyes stupid girl!!*0*:if imposible..you will how?just anwser la==i ask you,you always will no anwser me orelse no reply my msg..you really wried leh==

today was christmas eve..haiz..i really wish i got a person can celebrate with me...but...nvm..i just can playing silence night...in my music room..alone...quite...haiz

Wednesday, December 23, 2009

the whole day in selayang

morning..6.30 a idiot sms me and woke me up..ya..he was my friend...shan..
after i took bath..woke my mum up..and my mum fatch me to selayang capital to meet this guys..
ok,in selayang nw ,we meet~1st he need to went home to park his bicycle..cause his house near pei wen house..i saw her house
:)+:(=??
after that we when to basket ball court,in selayang gt 3 basketball court,we gone the first but they were no body==...then we went another court who near my my friend (z.ying) house~haha lucky~they gt people~i put my bag down and start my warm up game,1st game was my team won then next team i follow another teamate to play...haha 2nd game i was damn pro i feel my basketball skill was improve!!!!but shoot skill..haha damn worst~
because of my new slipper my leg get injurd again*0*..damn pain...then i got a rest beside the court and playing with a kitty~~^^ damn cute~~she like to follow me~

the game end we went for having our breakfast in the selayang food court~then..we went back to his house again..i saw his mum(because of shan tell her mum when i was young i was study in Qdies with him..then i must always lie her mum..always..i don like to lie her!!!why this stupid guy don say we were tiution friend!!!!)ya..i still lieing his mum..i also saw his dad 1st time~his dad like to fishing i had some convertion with them...but i really feel sry for lieing his mum..

our next way was going to C.C..i saw her house..3rd time..=)+=(=??..its ok..my feeling donno wanna smile or cry..
the CC was beside a aqua shop..this CC was damn suck !!!computer will lag!the keybroad word getting lost!!!wow..suck CC..we stay there until 2.30 then we went to fish shop..shan work ther be4..there i say my tiution indian friend!!haha i had bought 2 fishing fake frog~cause of shan i had30% discount!haha

today i was in selayang was because some ppl invite me for lunch,3 i will in perfaction and wait the person who invite me...micole(pei ting)...shushi...and my k.sis!!! zhi wei~~
in old town kopitiam..3girl 2 guys atfer that left one guy 3 girl==..haiz..but..its ok..we had many happy conversation~..

after lunch i wait foar my mum in perfaction ...starting from..4 somthings...in perfation i saw many person and had done somethings happy~in there chat chat chat~haha quite nice..and and!!!i knew something damn secret!!!i knew mr ben chinese name!!!haha!!!!he really was a chinese~~!!!haha!!

i back in 7 then i went home bath and went1U watch AVATAR!!!!!!! nice flim!!!!!i like it!!!!wooohooo!!!!!1U was a nice place for...hehe^^after that..i tried like hell..walk along in selayang..haiz..so tired..zZZzZZzZZz

Tuesday, December 22, 2009

过冬~

一大早起来,跟老妈到巴刹买汤圆面团~我超久没来这个巴刹(争江)了
那里还是人来人往很热闹哦~幸亏也看到一个是美女~~只有一个==
买齐了我们要的东西后就到最后的那间茶店吃早餐。。。就是因为喝了那里的咖啡。。肚子痛了一阵天。。
回到家就直接on9了。。

今天的感想:妈妈的汤圆..不是很好吃..T^T

Monday, December 21, 2009

my target..and...WHY!!!!!!!

when i was sleeping...my right leg muscle look like injurde..the the right leg be straight..wow will pain like hell..
yesterday because of a long call until 2.00aM..so i woke in 3.00pm..just woke..on my phone music..AIR SUPLY d song...i can wait forever..a old song of them..nt bad~i like it..
after my'breakfast' then i on9..today also the same..just some people find me..
but the diffrent was 'she 'find me..haha..i donno wanna happy or sad..=]but..thanks for find me..we are still friends..haiyor i donno what i am talking about.!!!



i khai soon!!!!will change in every break!!!!i wanna change myself!!!!i wanna be better!!!that my target!!!!i will change!!!!*0*!!!i must change~~!!!i won't be the worst!!!

argh!!!!T^T!!!i freshback to last time be4 i broke!!!i got two choice why i will choose the wrong wan!!!when she ask me'did you loveXXX XXX' why i wanna anwser'yup i love her'!!!why!!!why!!!why!!!!


why!!!!!!!!!!

T^Ti can choose you!!!!nw i really hate myself get a stupid choice..now i wanna chase back you also no..idea..why..why..why..

Sunday, December 20, 2009

one day no on9..

yesterday(saturday)
taekwondo~haha pracise single leg kick..holly crab both leg 50++ in one minute!!haha
and night went 1U to watch movie,feng wen!!!after bought ticket went to having dinner in a japan food restorant..i forget the name edi~~have a happy time with my family..donno why i feel my father had change^^change better~
after donner still gt a lot of time,do that we gonne shoping~i had bought a pair of slipper~and a shirt~~~
...the show start................and end!....erm...this movie..a bit..suck...the bad guy so fast die liao!!!!..iish-.-
(oh ya saturday i didn't on9)

today
holly crab!!!!woke up both leg look like muscle crack edi!!!!!pain like hell!!!!..this whole day i just stay in home..watching the old anime GTO,no metter i watch how many time,this anime always the best!!!...but...my LEG REALLY PAINN!!!!!

Thursday, December 17, 2009

EeEeEeE~~


eeEeEeeeEe!!!!!!!!!birthday girl yer!!!!14 years old liao!!


the first was..happy brithday to...the person who always i caree!!!!..donno she care me a not T^T~~~sob sob sob
eEEEEeEEEE!!!!i cut my hair yesterday!!!in kp jusco,a girl help me cut name rainbow~~both side look like botak^^ but not bad~~~i like this hair,better than last time=.=''
oh ya..pmr result...change date to take edi-.-'''24th need go to school....iish...still gt 6day..
today home alone nie~~~~need the whole day in home~~lol

Wednesday, December 16, 2009

16th...my lucky number..

..just woke..feeling my hand look like broke...yesterday play badminton+bowling+play the punch machine...now my hand use too much power..look like pecah edi-.-''pain like hell..
16..haiz...lucky number..today ntg special..just night went to 1U see there see here...gt leng lui larh..but..haiz..i always said that...just can see cannot eat...

this was me
..'the most important was the person who i love love me..you no need to scare i won't love you..because..if i said i love you..i will always love you..even you broke my heart...i also will keep you in my heart before i find a new person who love me..'

i wish got people will cal me out^^


today really nothing special

Tuesday, December 15, 2009

12-15th

~12~
i went to jj house bbQ~~i saw 2 old friend form same primary school~~1 was wei sun another 1 was zhun fuei~~a good day lor.. But JJ de didi's friend all sot jor. Say me and wei sun leng zai. luckily JJ didn't give my number to dat girl but he gave wei sun's number.. He damn mad at JJ.,hoho~~wei sun damn nice in dancing he dance sorry sorry and let the girl watch then the girl fall in love...oh ya..=.='''i saw pork..my eyes..bleedingT.T

13
i went my cousin house-.-''that why i didn't update my blog..and no on9...erm.. a bit sien larh...haiz

14
i went Cyber cafe with my cousin cause he finish his spm so...freedom!!!we have been staying there 5 hour for playing dota..also no time to update the blog~~haha we play util qi sin-.-''' and then night after we having lunch i went back to home....i damn miss my room and bedT.T

~15~today
morning go to learn violin..why the song ..is getting harder..T.Thaiz..need more practise...after i finish i rush over to selayang mall,for badminton~~that gang again~~wei sun,jj and zhun fuei~~one more guys was Jit Rong a.k.a ATM~~~~wei sun de ATM,because he always borrow money to wei sun ~~
the wei sun bully us-.-'''he LCLY and bully us when playing badminton hate him la...after that we having lunch in food court chating chating laughing laughing~~because of somebody eating too slow then me and wei sun go see see some old freind who working in selayany mall~~~haha also chat at there we back they finnished,then we go snooker only wei sun and jun fuei play,we saw so gek owh here oi there~~ haha~~then going to bowling~3 ppl play,ji rong became ATM then help wei sun pay ~final was ji rong win then ji rong back...go home la~wei sun don have ATM edi

then we 4 guys go MCD sembang "Lim Kopi" ( hokkien).....erm acctually was LIM COLA-.-'''i pay money for this 3 fallor.....wei sun d idea was..buy a large coke and took 3 cups, den we all share.. finish ler refill lo. No duty de go refill, summore who? Zhun Fuei lo << Lazy Pig we sembang utill 5:00 then the wei sun go home...jj belanja me go toilet-.-''~~then me,jj,zhun fuei 3 stupid walk to taman selayang baru (jj house)from selayang mall..damn far lo!!..then finaly saampai his house then on computer write this blog-end-...


:pei wen ..we damn fucking nt look like a friend..i just wanna say this..sry for my rude word but...i just wanna write that...

Saturday, December 12, 2009

Friday, December 11, 2009

delete our massage...left 30++only..

just woke after bath i went to MCD having my breakfast~~~

after that went home..stay in room...ntg to do..and look on my phone calling the contact in the contact list....random press one..1st call to joyce hurray!!!!!!!!-.-'''she say she was eating...damn...after cut the call..then i having a2nd cal...yo!!!!!!may qing yeah!!!!...we chat chat chat chat..she say my sound so 'teh'-.-!!!!!!i am not ok!!!!ish!!!after19minute..the call suddenly cut..my credit..still got rm0.13T^T..i really ntg to do..and delete some massage..



i finnaly..delete some of the massage..that when u and me in..the good relation ship..among 150++ massage...i had been delete until 3o++ left..who gonna to help me delete thoose??T^T..












after that sleep again-.-'''...i slept the whole day..night i on9...found some funny picture~~



shhhhh!!!don't tell people i am a dog


nice picture~~

Thursday, December 10, 2009

i'm sick-.-'''

between the time of 1:00 until the time when i woke in the morning..i had been woke up 3 time..because of my sick..damn painful..after i woke..today can say i woke up earlier than thoose day..after bath..having my breakfast porrige..not bad good for healthy..
then on9..today home alone again..on9 also no person find me


..sushi wanna me go for the 988DJ camp..and the whole day we were fixing the fax machine the whole day..finaly...i quit..and when my mum heard the place where the camp held was kajang..my mum say nvm la..don wan la..

night..i had a call with viicky^^..she wanna me for do her a favor~~S3Cr3T~~and we had a long chat^^her sound nt look like her~

oh well..i finnaly knew it..when i careing somebody but..the somebody were nope caring me~haha i am tried for careing a person when even didn't give out a simple friendship careing feel..sry to say that..i'm tried here..and..i donno how i can give myself a break..T^T..haiz..


sick was painfullT.T

Wednesday, December 9, 2009

好听好听~~~^^

hehe facebook had a game name music challenge,a game which need to guess the song name,everytime i play this game i will beready with a pensel and a paper~~haha i took down the nice song and go website for hear~~and put in my blog~~my music box had a song i'll be missing you'by puff daddy (one was MV one was ntg~)a rap song nice:)!!!and and i found a funny song also in my music box'don't let me down'quite nice^^when the part of the middle~~oh ya this song was by the beatle!!hehe nice!!

raining again..today didn't go 1U with anybody~stay at home ...cooking phone porrige...and thinking some mamory..wow why these day thunder soooo shock0.o nt' bang' edi the sound change 'boom!' ..didn't u belive a guy scare a thunder??






ofcause i will scare*0*!!!!last time i let the thunder stun my mouth!!!a crazy mamory!!!i alone stay in home(selayang)i was having a call with my cousin..and it was a rainny day..suddenly 'bang!!!!!!'(that ttime thundersound was bang!)..then the whole house a piece of dark..and my mouth kena stun!holy painT^T then when i on back the main switch..the house phone rosak edi..can't call..luckyly i still gt my mouth and my half broken teeth..

yesterday..because i saw a slash of thunder..slash infornt my house...i saw it!!!!!!!just between me 100-200m and 'boom!!!!' the sound look like car chrushing in to a lorry..i straight a way off9 close the computer....

Monday, December 7, 2009

毁容了T^T~~回忆过去

我有毁容了T^T脸有三粒,眉旁有一粒大大粒的,还有还有..嘴上又有一粒!!!!啊!!!死青春痘!!!。。最精都很夜睡..唉..两三天就pop!完出来了!!!!*0*..唉..

k6漫画终于寄来我家了!!^^我看到我的脸在漫画的后面乜!!!0.o哈哈~~上次在他们的预购会上跟他们合照~~样子比现在好很多..唉..

雨天..真是个很好让人回忆的天气哦..现在突然一些事..我在小学三年级..的一个雨天..因跟我的死党玩捉捉..而失去了半颗门牙..在四年级补回那颗了..用了一个小时的时间..但在四年级的一天..也是雨天哦..老师在讲课..突然讲到的爆笑话题..我笑到将我的头放在桌子..在开嘴的之势..把头重重地放了下去..就在这时..刚补好不久的脆弱牙齿..就将又断了..就将我的牙到现在都是一半的..

雨对我来说是个回忆时段,不管是伤心的事,痛苦的回忆,开心的事,我都会在雨天慢慢的回忆^^享受这些就算怀念也不会回来的回忆会让人有个奇怪的安慰..

哈哈也让我想回我的初恋=p,(也是在雨天失恋的哦)不知她现在跟她的男友如何呢?一定很开心吧?哈哈去年,巨蟹座的贵人是射手乜xD说真的你真的让我变得很多~去年跟现在的我都变得..不知多少变了~~??0.o哈哈真的,刚开始变的大概是..变得自恋吧xD..慢慢的爱上拍照xP..喜欢留头发了!!0.o..哈哈真的是谢谢你哦~~痛真的能改变一个人乜..但现在我也不再为你痛了..让我痛的是另有奇人(雨天时给了我痛的哦)
~~~那我现在又要变得怎样呢??
像jj说的lala??
哈哈不可能,变了所有人都会追着我来斩XD对吧??
那变playboy??
我能变得到没有==都没得play..playboy不止会被斩那么简单=p
那变什么呢??别叫我变gay,阿瓜之类的哦!死也不干*0*!!!

我根本不用变大方,专一之类的..因为我现在正在被专一给害惨惨惨惨惨了xD大方的话..嘿嘿心情好不是大方咯~~

刚学完小提琴。。干嘛那些歌一天比一天难啊!!!!房间好乱哦...怎么办呢T^T?

haiz,,,,

i don know..put down a person...isn't need to don talk with the person who hurt you?
...i don understand..why i feel i didn't talk with you..i got 2 feeling...1...was...sad for missing your voice...2..look like no friend to do anymore..but..i donno why..if i talking with you..i hurt..T^T..

whatever i saying up there....i donno what am i writing about...issshhh0.o i really need find a new target or else..i will always write something like that*0* eeeeeeeee!!!!!whole holiday look like not fun not sweet not spicy not hot!!!!!!!!who wanna invite me go out with a gang 10++people!!!...

T.Ti need you all...who miss me cal me laT^T...

Sunday, December 6, 2009

strange yellow sky

....why i suddenly feel ntg to write on blog...?T.T

Saturday, December 5, 2009

心酸

走不完的长巷
原来也就那黱长
跑不完的操场
原来小成这样
时间的手
翻云覆雨了什黱
从我手中夺走了什黱
闭上眼看十六岁的夕阳
美得像我们一样
边走边唱 天真浪漫勇敢
以为能走到远方
我们曾相爱
想到就心酸。。



人潮拍打上岸
一波波欢快的浪
校门口老地方
我是等候堤防
牵你的手 人群里慢慢走
我们手中藏有全宇宙
闭上眼看
最后那颗夕阳
美得像一个遗憾
辉煌哀伤
青春兵荒马乱
我们潦草地离散
明明爱啊
却不懂怎黱办
让爱强韧不折断
为何生命不准等人成长
就可以修正过往
我曾拥有你

真叫我心酸。。

Friday, December 4, 2009

yesterday &today~

yesterday~~
the whole evening staying in room took photo*0* wow at night cal sze ming send me the photo..
after sending photo chat with viicky=]~~~just can say+U+U lar~~~then after dinner went genting..for taking something to my eldest sister..and walk walk in genting lo..hmm so many things buy..but i no money^^..and we go to the another site of first and play basket ball shooting game^^damn nice me and my sister used rm50 play~~..genting can say..hehe nice place for cureing:] all the girl look nice ther:p

today~~
1:00 a.m back from genting,in the car me and small sis,on my phone song,and do some silly movexD fun~~and back home..SOMEONE cal me..-.-...i sleep at 2.00am++..and woke in 9.00am..damn crab d loh..because not enough sleeping and a bit moody+EMo..do me some i will burn!!0.o...
after breakfast go parvilium~the thing sell from there all PRADA,GUCCI0.o all expensive expensive wan!!!and took lunch in a place call'coffee and donnut'quite nice~~buy a drink get a free donut~~the donut not bad also..(in pavilium..i change my contex lens 4tiimes..-.-'''pain nie)
after lunch going to~~~

sungai wang~~~~
..i walk alone..i walked whole sungai wang in 3 hour...and in the time my hand always holding my phone...i today frist time talk with yennie niexD 27minute0.o~~~~~haha i bought 2 shirt and some comic~~~...sungai wang no lalaaa liao lor==can't saw half also don have..leng lui also..haiz-.-''''''

Wednesday, December 2, 2009

*0*

i will change my blog skin everytime i use my computer~~~~
because i am boring nothing to do...
damn..tomorrow because of violin class..i need to cancel my appointment...go to club swimming with our gang==...haiz..i miss it again..we book 3 time...3 also can't goT.T

Tuesday, December 1, 2009

。。12月。。

时间真的过得太快了。。
很快的过了一个难忘的生日。。
很快的爱上了一个人。。
很快的考完了PMR。。
很快的我所爱的人不啊爱我了。。
很快的到了今年的最后一个月。。
我能回到一月吗?
我能从来这个2009吗?
我好怀念2009的所有T^T..



i will always waiting my phone ringing...
if you are girl i will be happy~
if you are beauty i will more happy~
if you are guy i will be act happy~
if you are handsome i will be jealous~
if you are my friend i will be normal~
if you are my enemy i will feel sorry when you call me~
if you are my best friend i will worry about your phone credit~
if you are my lover i will be nervous~
if you are my girlfriend i will be smooth~
if you are the person who hurt me i will be hurt~
if you are the person i still loving i wish i can get you back~
if you are the person who grap my lover i can cut your phone~
if your parent call me...that can't be good things~
if your dog call me...that was dreaming
if your boss call me wrong number please
if your home call me maybe your handphone out of credit
if you talking indian to me i will strainght away say'worng number!!'
if you are the person who like me i will thinking how your face when i like you
IF GOT PERSON MISS/LOVE ME JUST CALL ME LA!!!!!!!!!I DAMN BORING IN HOME!!!!

Sunday, November 29, 2009

3month。。。。

很快的
还有一天就过了三个月
不记得就算了。。。^^很高兴认识你。。。



(i suddenly feel like t update blog ardy-.-''''thet mean i will always change my blog skin..)

cancer巨蟹座

巨蟹是心軟的,容易被感動,即使表面看起來總是有一副硬硬的殼,但那殼子底下是一顆柔軟敏感到極至的內心。它們面對一份感情是猶豫再三的,不要說它們懦弱,它們只是明白自己是容易受傷的。他們對感情抱有信仰,相信純真、相信天長地久,所以有時是挑剔的。  這是一層表面堅硬的殼,其實攻克輕而易舉,因為蟹蟹有一顆柔軟的心。  蟹蟹戀愛了,這時的它們變的很粘人,很婆媽,因為你是它的中心,它會為你考慮很多,飯吃了嗎?天氣會變了嗎?記得帶傘哦!路上車多,慢點走哦!……..諸如此類!  蟹蟹是深情而癡情的,愛上一個人會愛的很深,即使明知道沒有結果也很難自拔。這是巨蟹的一種固執,想要得到的東西,往往不會輕易放手。有時,一段沒有結果的戀情會成為蟹蟹的生活重心。這無疑是痛苦的,但又難以自拔。然而,巨蟹的不安全感又在內心大叫著放棄,所以這時的蟹蟹總是在堅持和放棄的巨大矛盾中苦苦煎熬著。學會放棄是蟹蟹的一門功課.  當然,如果蟹蟹真的決定放棄了,它的堅決會讓所有人吃驚。    要記住:除了你自己,沒有人可以傷害到你  蟹子是癡情的,但又不善於表達,面對自己心愛的人拘謹、放不開。它們的幽默感此刻變得生澀。  蟹子是深情的,但又不善於把握,為什麼一次次控制不住自己的情緒,說出明知不該講的話?  分裂而善於幻想的寄居蟹在說巨蟹之前,先說說幾個一直以來欣賞的幾個偶像,他們都不同,但他們有一個共同點,就是,他們都是巨蟹男。周星馳,王家衛,羅大佑,李宗盛,梁朝偉,張學友……一般在每次排行榜中總是靠末的巨蟹們,看起來並沒有很明顯的個性,但是,他們在藝術方面的直覺和敏銳卻是別人難以匹敵,從這幾個人名裡就不難看出。他們在生活中都是溫文爾雅的,被動的,甚至往往是沉默的,但是在他們的電影,歌曲中,卻展露出令人驚異的才華,讓我們總是不由自主的為之傾倒。當周星馳讓我們笑得淚水橫流的時候,我們也早聽聞其實戲外的他認真嚴肅,不苟言笑,對待朋友和情人都很苛刻;我們知道在戲裡演什麼都神形畢似的影帝梁朝偉同性格南轅北轍的射手劉嘉玲20多年同居,至今都不願結婚,他總是說,其實他的人生就是在戲裡;我們知道張學友出道前曾經是黑社會的小混混,天天宿醉,自暴自棄,也看到張學友成名後依然為了家庭拚命打拼,幾近崩潰……  這就是巨蟹,其實,最能說明巨蟹特質的,就是--分裂無論是哪一種蟹,他們都有著分裂的思想。他們渴望安定,也渴望出人頭地,他們內心充滿藝術的靈感,誇張的幻象,但是在現實生活中,他們總是低眉順眼,很難真正展露心中的狂想。所以在藝術的舞台上,他們反而得以施展,讓心中奇異的狂想放大到極致,他們可以將任何一首歌一個角色演繹的入木三分,所有來自於生活中被動的接受,在藝術的殿堂上得到了最好的宣洩,所以巨蟹真的應該屬於舞台。即使沒有好的歌喉沒有好的外形,但是他們有良好的感受力和表現力,他們的性格實際上更像是一隻寄居蟹,在真正自我的生活中,他們常常將自己包裹的很緊,但在詮釋和演繹別人的時候,他們那內心的感情得到了釋放。  巨蟹座的另一個長處是他們有著哲學的思考力世界因兩股力量相互消長,而水象就是典型的陰柔之力。水象星座的人有一種天生的宇宙觀,巨蟹也是如此,加之他們天生有母愛的情結,所以他們的思考往往帶有著人性化的關懷。所以從事與藝術相關的行業的巨蟹,無論如何都可以算是幸運的巨蟹,因為能夠得以發揮天然的性格所長。但是不是每個巨蟹都有這樣的機會,所以大多數巨蟹都會感到自己的壓抑和痛苦。他們不是沒有渴望,相反他們需求很多,渴望很多,但是他們總是躲在自己的殼裡做著各式各樣的幻夢,只是在想,很少實施。所以如果你看到的總是低眉順眼的巨蟹實際上並不是真正的巨蟹。那只是巨蟹的一個假象。  永遠無法抹去的自卑巨蟹們其實是自我感覺很好的心高氣傲的一群人,但是卻又難以克服時時刻刻想躲進殼裡的自卑感。他們天生多疑和敏感,碰到困難,就先躲進殼裡,自欺欺人,在夢中編織自我的安全感,而從來沒有想到如何主動將危機轉化為機遇。他們對待困難的消極方式,使他們總很難真正木秀於林,他們總在捕捉他們認為最好的時機,但是那個時機卻總是無法到來,其實世間哪有萬全之策?當蟹蟹們艱苦的自我互博之時,大好時機已經失去。但是要改變這種天生的自卑感確乎很難,蟹蟹們幾乎完全不由自主。  懷舊是巨蟹們的人生主旋律巨蟹們非常懷舊。他們喜歡舊東西,懷戀舊感情,對家庭有著天然的眷戀。泛黃的相片,褪色的絲帶,塵封的梳妝台……所有一切帶有浪漫情調的舊物,都可以讓他們獨自神傷,黯然追想,他們總是沉浸在過去的回憶裡,永遠記得年少時的孤寂敏感,永遠記得初戀情人,多年後仍然四處找尋初戀情人的消息,慰籍多年來始終保持新鮮的記憶。所以王家衛的電影總喜歡用這樣的句式開頭:多年以後……  忽冷忽熱患得患失的愛情他們天生悲觀,永遠需要多一點,更多一點的安全感。為什麼他們如此需要安全感,因為他們天生就沒有安全感,所以他們是很容易恐慌的,所以他們也就變得非常的多疑和猜忌。愛上一個巨蟹是要仔細思量的,因為他們會突然忽冷忽熱,突然置之不理,突然惡言相向,但是其實他們並非不愛你,他們有時候是在跟自己嘔氣。他們渴望天天24小時同你粘在一起,他們對愛人有著強烈的佔有慾,恨不得掏心掏肺給你,他們關注你的點點滴滴,小到為你買一支發卡,大到幫你選擇哪路公車……他們都費勁心思,他們時時刻刻每件事都為你考量,但又因為付出的不停增加而變得越來越擔心害怕,會不會得不到對等的愛。所以他們會突然變得冷淡了,也許只因為你一個眼神,他們就覺得你已經不如從前,於是開始無休止的試探,他們說話總是轉彎抹角,但是卻總希望你永遠清晰表態,假設某天你也含糊了一下,那就完了,蟹蟹們立刻條件反射的開始惴想出無數個虛擬場景,在無盡的悲觀中,意淫出種種悲慘場面,然後再見你時,就已經是冷口冷面,甚至說出無比絕情的話語--所以,你和巨蟹的他們,是要努力去磨合的,給他們足夠的信賴和安全,他們回饋你的,絕對讓你感動的熱淚盈眶。  虛偽包裝下易感的心實際上巨蟹善於偽裝。他們喜歡笑,無論何時何地,他們常常微笑,也許這笑容有時候讓人欣慰,但有時候卻會讓人感到非常的虛偽。當然巨蟹們也總有自己的小奸小壞,但是他們虛偽的前提卻總是先為了保護自己。他們對自己應得的利益是淄銖必較,有時候會讓人感到他們是不是很小心眼,但是,在朋友聚會等場合上,他們又絕對是豪爽大方,主動搶著付賬的人。所以其實巨蟹是個公私概念很明確的人,他們對該得的絕對毫不客氣,而對待朋友,他們又覺得其實這點錢根本不算什麼。他們是眷戀朋友和家人的,他們基本都有些喜歡酒。而且酒量都還不錯,因為他們眷戀那種賓客相盡歡的氣氛,更眷戀著家的和樂融洽之感。所以巨蟹們喜歡做飯,即使不會做飯也對美食有天然偏愛,他們懂得享受居家生活,所以巨蟹們有個理想婚姻是最快樂的事情。問題是巨蟹們卻常常選擇晚婚或不結婚,因為他們多疑又害怕,他們總是對新幻境充滿懷疑,對新的家庭又嚮往又拒絕,在自我矛盾中,不斷蹉跎了年華。  自己為自己創造安定感覺巨蟹們總是不安,這是一種不好的感覺,因為如此,許多巨蟹枉然蹉跎,終日鬱鬱。其實,巨蟹們可以嘗試自己為自己創造安定的感覺。找一個家裡人都喜歡的對象,建立一個自己的家,也許巨蟹會發現自己會變得安穩很多。找個摩羯是比較理想的選擇。或者找一個自己的愛好,傾注所有的心血,自己也會變得安定很多。當然蟹蟹們也許會說,你這是站著說話不腰疼啊,要是那麼容易的話,還用得著你說嗎?呵。但是,無論怎樣,當我們自己意識到自己的不安,就該努力去克服他,其實殼外的世界,沒有那麼可怕,這是真的。  總的說來,巨蟹們很可愛,尤其是在藝術上有成就的那些人,他們創造的都是令人仰止的豐碑,所以巨蟹們不必沒來由自卑,其實你們都很出色。

GET high WHEN ATE A SUPER SPICY HOT DOG!!!

I AM IN A HIGH MODE NOW!!!*0*
JUST now gone pasar malam
i saw HAZEL!!!!xD you look like so shock when saw me
i mayb saw viicky kekeke=p i donno i got wrong a not,but quite cute=]short short dexD
i ate a SUPER LARGE MAGEE GORENG
i ate a SUPER SPICY HOT DOG!!!!!
I LIKE IT MAN!!!!
SPICY LET ME GET HIGH LIKE HELL!!!NO SAD!!!NO THINKING!!LOOK LIKE IN
DRUG XP
I JUST WEARING A SIMPLE UGLY CLOTE OUT
AN ORANGE SINGLET
A LONG BLACK PANT
A BIG BLACK SLIPER
HOLLY UGLY WITH A MESSY HAIR
CAN SAY...
U-G-L-Y~~~~
(hate my nose pimper-.-''')
if my friend go to this pasar malam with me i sure will let them try that!!!after eat,you teeth will freezing,your tague will pull out and shake..i think 20minute xD!!!!and tak boleh tahan spicy d ppl pls don try,try spicy inough~~SUPER SPICY is for pro ppl eat~~will get a bit pengsan after you eat!!!!!! wow!!!!! single ROCKSSS!!!!!!!! now i damn hell high man!!!!!
haha i still remember i walk this street and sms with you...'why the god threat me unwell'..that wat i ask,your anwser..hehe..i like it~~~~~~~'the god was well for you because he giv me to you',what a sweet mamory!!!!i like that!!!
when i up to car i on radio,a nice song,988,新不了情!!!old version,because.....was 有时想念!!!!!!!!!!!ROCK IT BABY!!!!! WOW!!!
HAPPY~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
WHO THE GUY!?
WHAT THE MATTER!?
WHERE THE HELL HE GONE!?
HOW HE GET HIGH LIKE A BULL!?
HE
ATE
A
HOT
DOG
xD
BWAHAHAHA
KEKEKEKEK
HOHOHOHO

Saturday, November 28, 2009

是你不爱我

i don't know

我犯了什么错
我一直都以为你
会是陪我走到最后
let me know
我应该怎么做
我们一直都手牵着手
差一步就走到最后
*是你不爱我
是你却分放手
是你让我泪流
背着一堆接口环游整个宇宙
是你不要我
把孤单变得更富有
摊开双手
幸福却由你带走
伤口却丢给我之后*
let me know
别装成听不懂
这对情人变普通朋友
再从朋友变成幕后
*******
你的魔咒
让失眠一直发抖
nonononono
自己往前走
我还能园地不走
********
******chorus

haiz...moody day

yesterday gone midvalley for watchung movie...christmas charo..again..but this time was 3D..1 ticket rm17@@
i feel midvalley..so boring..ntg to play..no freind acoompanny me go also..damn bored...T^T

today a moody day..my pimper pop on nose ardy...so ugly0.o..shit lo..black colour liao...the morning woke go to 1utama for order my sister ticket for back to genting..and i having breakfast in ANW.....a bad place..rootbeer no ice cream-.-'''
after that i breaking group with my family and go find marcus...he was working in 1utama..erm..i think the name was..DAVE deli?..sound a bit wried..DAVE...xD...i find the whole new wing of 1U..damn crazy man i lost0.o...then i go check the computer touch screen map(in 1U gt so many),i search for the DAVE DELIo,o....i check twice-.-...
finaly i walk and walk and walk walk walk*0*...finnaly i found it!!!!!

because still early the DAVE deli less customer,marcus was quite..not busy-.-..and i ask him gt any work to do?her manager anwser 'no more liao lo ah boy',i shock0.o then she say'neh your was the last place',then she gone out for buying...

i chat with marcus awhile and cal him do me a favour,asking for DAVE DELI manager for weekday[sat,sun] work..i quite shock when marcus anwser this question'i no more lover edi..she don wan me'(he on the spot,straight away,and anwser)'find a new one la~~~'(the 'la' was so la~~~~~)...haiz...you think i flower meh..no people want me also..and i was not a flower..i am a crab,0.o...xD...

to zhi wei:i saw your blog。。谢谢你的安慰..T^T会弄到我哭的叻。。。
to sooi:0.o no tiution in perfaction edi?y?...now don hav edi..no ppl wanna chase me
心割伤了

真的好痛

流血了
哈哈xD

Wednesday, November 25, 2009

lol==lol

in the morning,
listen a song(alarm7.00)on my bed,
phone is on the table ,
the song was a smooth nice song name'don't worry be happy'
i think i can finish this song and woke up do my things,
today andre plan to go damansara club i damn excited want^^
when the song finish i go took up my phone..i saw a scary image..
9:34AM
*0*!!!!!!!
crab!!!!....
i terus call JO..she still laughing..and say no need go la,all sleep late ardy-.-''include our gang leader andre..whole gang..haiz..

hmm..now i relize..put down a person was hard^^..sometime wanna done..but suddenly when you are alone..you will feel..you still loving her..
argh!..don't think too much..find a new target..just work it out..its imposible..she will love me again..

Tuesday, November 24, 2009

ugrh><

in 1:00-2:00 AM
can't fall in sleep do whatever can stress me up,sit up,pumping,handstand pump all do mor time...but still can't fall in sleep
and after 1hour i think..i finally in my dream..damn..nightmare..i drea someone use druk to make a pao..damn..i kill a rat i saw its heart..whaever inside..ugrh..
crab..
after i woke..watch on mirror i saw my nose gt 2pimper!!!!deng!!nose!!you wanna out out on face i hate pimper on nose!!!shit..and!!!i get a bad new..zhi wei can't tiution in this DEC..no ppl acomppany me..
jus watched a movie..damn disgusting..crank high voltage2..holly crab lik shit-.-''ugrh..

can say today was a happy day de~

hmm,today i whole day put my msn away
because i really a way
~~i go play game with my sister==basara100stage..satu kali hapus semua walao..
starting from 2pm-7pm end
i go back to my computer seat~~i saw a happy image^^so many people find me hahai donno what to say i just like to see many people find me i damn happy~~~hehe

ohh ohh and and a photo comment up until 200++comment in facebook!!i love it man!!!!

another things was my all movie finish download liao~!!!!hurray~~

Monday, November 23, 2009

..am i lucky today?

morning woke up,bath,choose a clote&pants and wear a pair of contex lens
when wearing i recive a msg..--'i sampai jor'..[ya today also gt an appointmentxD hang out with zhi wei in jusco..she call me arive there before11:45..]i see my phone clock..jus 10++ only--..
i arrivce the 11:20..after i meet with her,she TOLD ME RONALD PIG COULDN'T COME..==i alone again!!!!..with a gang who i don known..
our gang gt 6 ppl inclould me..zhi wei &her bf,her sister zhi mei,zhi mei fren,and a guy..who name by dog==....
zhi wei bf older than me,16year old,erm..can..say..he still can tahan la...(in that gang i am the tallest)
today movie was the christmas carol, a nice movie!!!again!!!!whooo!!!haha~~
happy~~
still gt another happy things^^
zhi wei told me her friend say me leng zai leh~~haha

because all those guy were stranger..so i just stick with zhi wei only...i stick dao her bf makan cuka ardy..--then i saw her bf face black blac liao..then me and ah dog walk at the last haha

zhi wei lie me 2 thing..1 she say ronald SURE come,but..haiz..f you ronald i be a so zai today
2she say gt leng lui==..i feel ok only
but anyway now i just relise..jusco..sooooo many good look people..but just can see cannot eat~~haha~~



i really wish i can find a new 1^^..i just now dream dao her-.-haiz..

Saturday, November 21, 2009

-.-''i am a dumb ass..

morning had a people woke me up go for sg wang..but i was thinking on my bed..am i really gotta to went there for walk here walk there,and just use that 2 stupid big eyes and watch some 'nice look people'?
i'm think that just a small stuff for cheer me up..but anyway just can see cannot eat..i don do that..so i just lay myself on my bed and shout a sound'i don wanna go!!'..that all...
and then i a whole day stay in home..and alone..

when i am woke..i damn mong cha cha..i donno why my hand will go touch my HTC touch and go on to draf box and send a massage'u really didn't on feel to me?'..i hate myself in a half dream half wake..==its an idiot sigh..and then i get an..anwser..that anwser feel good..but i jus ble ble then i reply a stupid massage said tat i sent wrong!!..crab on me..i really a crab..and after i am clear on my brain..i write a massage..and told her wat i ask..i didn't sent wrong..man..i still loving you..

and the whole day my face was just infront on my computer screen...2:00++i ate my breakfast-.-'''a cup noodle and a tripler chocolate ice cream,man !chocolate was my life!!!!i love it!i like it!everytime i sad,just eat chocolate i donno why..it was a big comfort..hmm i think when eating ice cream crying was a good ideal~~haha i didn't try before~~

after that play DOTA..suck the game man!!!suddenly can't in the game!!!..i am winning the game==..haiz..then just go on msn..chat with viicky..she was a stupid =p..she off9..==i shit lor..facebook ntg to do

..then watch the movie which i download until the whole computer laggy + DElay + smooth+running slow like shit!..anyway no pain no gain,no lag no movie!..watched fast and furior1,2..waiting for the 3 finish download..so what can i do?

blogging lo=.='' i feel the song of my blog..all pity pity..but can say all of those was nice!!i no nid open up my window media player and plus one program lag on my computer..waste my time..

am i a stupid?...when some one loving a wrong person..that the someone will get a lot..no!its too much of hurt!? until you heart will burse!and you will cry!..nw i just realize..many guy let girl broke heart..not just me..i can't done a things that i had no target..i really need something to cover up..i hate MYSELF!USELEES!STUPID!DUMB..

people said that he was lonley..didn't you feel lonley before?..that feel was not tasty..HATE THE FEEL..I HATE EVERY TRUTH!!!..haiz..

Friday, November 20, 2009

stupid day

==haiz..just can said today was a bored and tired..
my sister today graduation...then i just went ther lo....
in that time my phone always ringing..soo many ppl sms me phone me=]...really tired lor in ther==..eye gt water was because of tired..nt because of that kind of speach==

haiz..donno tmr wanna go sg wang a nt..haiz...i saw jj 简简单单tat MV(my music box)..damn pitty de..T.Ti gt the same feel

Thursday, November 19, 2009

2012!!!

today went jusco watch 2012 with my ideal high friend~~~
wow the 2012 damn nice de!!!!i lik the air plane part!!!!wow!!!damn cool..some part so pitty,when the son and his dad(on the ship that black man)wow so pitty,wanna cry ardyT.T

nice flim!!!!
hehe
today tat gang..haha all single just one girl was couple~~haha atually i had a nice chat..saw so many nice look people today~~lucky~~~^^

Tuesday, November 17, 2009

stupid unlucky day..

in the morning stupid phone ringing pick up...it was my mum..CALL ME GO COLLECTING THE DAMN CLOTE SAY RAINING!!!
damn angry and walk down and went outside..wow..what a nice sun shine~o~...*0*DAMN IT!!!..I DON CARE JUS COLLETED...after bath..when down..looking on the table..all was BREAD!!!!!!!shit!!!..
i cook cup noodle againT.T..haiz..
then on 9..chating with andre..he was in dubai now..chating title all about me and some secret..until3...chat with my new fren..haiz saw someone psl msg..let me upset again..i donno what am i thinking..why the god treat me so well..haiz..
rainny day again..haiz..damn moody..the stupid msn donno why always lose connection this day..haiz..unluckyday..

hearing all those old song make me wanna cry..i cry because i love you...haiz..now i saying what also ntg else will happen..it can back to last time that moment..
andre set me a target..that target i will try that..haiz..a bad mood day...

COntEx lenseSS 2nd

woke up at 11
then after bath go try wear my 2nd time contex lens~~..damn hard to put inXp
the right one i finally put on..and left..holly shit..1st time i put i though the lens in ardy..but i saw my eye look lik..no contex lens..then i go touch my left eyes..touch..and touch..suddenly i saw..a small flip..things stick on sink..i take up and see..its a contex len0.o after that i jus..put my hand up and 'ouch!!!!!!!!!!'

what a bad luck today..
haiz..this day i can't fall in sleep donno why..pimper all pok out ardyT.T..haiz..
somtime..i am thinking..why people always look on the pass..even was me...haiz..
how beautiful mamory..i really wish i can went back to my pass..

now i am jus nothings..no any target..i am jus ntg..jus gt a broken heart..i can say that..this hurt was easier than my last time that hurt..but..also was a hurt..
its the heart afraid of breaking?..ya..its pain..i just wan a easy love^^..its tat so hard?..haiz..(i'm nt sad i just type some nonsense only..)

Monday, November 16, 2009

danno wat happen

wow..today damn wried..
jus woke at 2.00.. go down..nothing on the table..tat mean mum didn't bought breadfast to me..then..i saddy..took out a cup noodle..when i took the phone suddenly ring!!..its mum..she ask me ate breakfast??...i say ope..she ask me wanna mCd!!...holly crap~~~i happy lik hell~~and then go on9 again..today damn boring open computer..watch movie..hmm..kungfu cheif...not bad^^..then face book saw a video..A canon partita..damn cool..i gt the conon piece..but some part i don understand--..i comment tat video...after that..gt ppl comment also=]
haha i know a gal,viicky~~~^^frm2hoho,happy
after that my sis wanna use computer..wanna spm still use..

then i go plying violin..start from 7-10wow 3hour==i stay in music room..because the truth and the huurt..i just can release my sadness in violin..i enjoy it..ply whatever song in all my book..grade2,3,4,5..wat cannon,wat夜来香,wat can u feel alone tonight...@@watever i 刷them all!!!!

fuu then ply PS2..an old game..ACE..gt 3 epesious..i bought..but i didn't ply it all..so i start form the 1st..i ply until..hmm..2++am..the i ply until40%~~haha

then i gonna to sleep..

Sunday, November 15, 2009

Contact Lens

today morning after my taekwondo training,i went to selayang capital to take me lenS=]
the stuff teached me how to insert it...damn hard de...especially to take it out..at 1st la..
he said i can only wear for 6 hours on the first day.
then when i reached home..i tried to took it out before i bath..i felt that it was easy when take out~~after i shower..i wear back..==right eye was ok..but left eye..i inserted 5 times!!the lens jus can't stick on my eye..after a while finally i inserted..today i wear le 8 hour!!haha

today was the day that i finally got to know the truth..i know everything..thank you for your explaination..i really wish we could go back to the last time..when we were still donno each other..i think the feeling will be so much better than now..i really hate myself..so easy to fall in love,falling for someone..i hate it..i shouldn't love you..i shouldn't...
it was a pass..all i can say is.....i just can't face the truth...i Xhate youXp

haha here thanks to Qing for accompanying me at night..when i can't fall asleep....Thanks.Thanks!!!

Saturday, November 14, 2009

ONLINE

welll.....eveyone has their own hobby....my hobby is onlinethis is not my actual hobby until that time when my dad bought us a computerim using a desktop....BIG BIG ONE...hehehehehand one thing....i played so many different kind of online game before...the process is like ....JUST FOR FUN to GOT TO KNOW THE ALL THE SKILL to BORED!!!









PLS KILL ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AH!!!!!!!!!!
I HATE MYSELF!!!!!!!!T^T
HAIZ....I CAN'T FORGIVE MYSELF!!I CAN'T FACE THE TRUTH!!!

Friday, November 13, 2009

ur wishcome true

finally.....your wish came true,are you happy now? Please don't say anything....i dont wanna hear a single word. Never see me being so serious before? now you saw it....

im back to a person which is no target,like the last time....not the sad Khai Soon but the normal one.God told me a joke that really change my mind.Thank god....for treating me so well.I appreciate it.I don't hate anyone right now cause i dont like it....i dont like the feeling of hating a person or being hated by someone.From now on....we are just friends....im still gonna pick up the phone everytime when u call me.Anyway,thanks for the memories that u gave me...its deep in my heart.

shui jor lor!!!!!!!!!!!!!!hahahahaXD
[ugrh!!!hate myself was a crab(cancer)..haiz..mayb i won't care you?lol]

Thursday, November 12, 2009

sry

haiz..today didn't went club..adre didn't go,qing also didn't go..then i also don wan go ardy..

woke up at 1:00
no mood to play games
turned on the computer
update some songs in my blog...
its just another rainy day...
yesterday..
i donno why i will say that to you..
i know its imposible to do that..
no matter what i do..
u always gonna reject....
the 1st song is for you..

when i can put it all down?:)
i donno..
hehee..now i know!!!!!
damn.!!!
...PG...
hate u mor!!

sry

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

珍惜

遇到你真爱的人时,要努力争取和他相处下去,因为当他离开时,一切都来不及了。。

遇到可相信的朋友时,要好好和他相处,因为在人的一生中,可遇到的知己真的是不易。。

遇到人生中的贵人时,要记得好好感激,因为他是你人生的转折点。。

遇到曾经爱过你的人时,记得微笑向他感激,因为他是让你更懂爱的人。。

遇到曾经恨过的人时,要微笑向他打招呼,因为他让你更加坚强。。

遇到偷偷喜欢的人时,要祝他幸福唷!因为你喜欢他时,不是希望他幸福快乐吗?

遇到匆匆离开你人生的人时,要谢谢他走过你的人生,因为它是你精彩回忆的一部分。。

遇到曾经和你有误会的人时,要趁现在解清误会,因为你可能只有一次机会解释清楚。。

遇到现在和你相伴一生的人时,要百分百感谢他爱你,因为你们现在都得到幸福真爱。。

很多事都是失去后才来珍惜
珍惜眼前的一切
有些机会
可能只有一次
失去了
也无法挽回
你一天坚持
机会重会有一天会出现。。

Monday, November 9, 2009

haha rainny day><

just now went damansara club with jo,andre,qing and a new guy i knew..kallen if im not wrong..lol

qing is the 1st arrived,and im the 2nd one~we chat while waiting for the others--tat two people..late nie..
jo cut her hair ardy!!!!!!!different edi..no cut leng lui,cut edi leng lui alsoXD
after we change swimming trunk we staright went to swim,show my fat body out!!!!53kg!!!
damn u andre make everyone laugh the whole day !what ful package!!!what air port!!what kutu==..she wher gt air port jekss-.-'''
after swim we went to MCD!!and then laugh again,eat also laugh..hard to eat leh--
then went to andre house..see he plying drum...then i call mum,mum say that she reached MCD ardy..shit lo..tat time rain also..then i borrow andre's umbrella and walked..to school..damn tried..swt like rain..scare i get fever..

went home..looked at the sky from my room...its raining..tranquil and peaceful..this kind of raiy day..how beautiful..like my mood..haiz..

why?

i hate myself to be like this...
i hate myself to be honest...
i hate myself to love her...
i hate myself donno how to make a choice..
(Secondhand Serenade - Pretend )
It seems all of these words couldn't be further from the truth
How did I get here
What did I do
Your eyes, telling me lies
And making me find myself
While you have your agenda, a life to pursue
So pleaseLet me be free from youAnd please, let me be free
I can face the truthI'm blind to all of your colors
That used to be rainbow then
My eyes, where did the go to
Why disappearIt's hard to be all alone
I never got through your disguise
I guess I'll just go, and face all my fear
So please
Let me be free from you
And please, let me be freeI can face the truth
Put down your worldJust for one night
Pick me again
So pleaseLet me be free from you
And please, let me be free
I can face the truth

...i hate myself...to love you...

Sunday, November 8, 2009

认识了你,
梦里时常都会出现你的脸,
想到第一次你在我梦里出现时,
起床心情也会好一些。

我真的有点不明白,
机会给了很多次,
但你只站在原地一动也不动,
的望着机会消失。

难道只能做个好友?

等待你的时间,
比休息的时间还长..
真的有点累
我也老了0.o~~XD

如果..
你能把你的机会,
给我的话我一定会接受..
但真的是太长了..
我需要休息..
可能..
我心里还有你..
选择,
我只给你选,
我尊敬女生的选择..
如果
你的位子
需要人做的话
.....
我定下来了哦!!!
你还欠我两次乜!!
=)

我会记得,
你帮我察嘴,,
你调皮的撞我,
我第一次捏你的那圆脸,
.....

在戏院里,
握着你的小手,
轻轻的,
在你耳边说
.
.
.

Saturday, November 7, 2009

I like this days!!

in 7 nov midnight 3:00..i had a nightmare..and the nightmare woke me up..==then i sleep again..in this sleep i had 3 dream..but i just forget all..the nightmare i also forget..what nightmare can woke me up!?==

after i woke ofcause today saturday went for tae-kwon-do haha thanks for the guys who cheer me up~~after tae kwon do my and 3sister 1mum and 1 is my elder sister collage korean freind go to selayang.

selayang new open a 'station1' cafe shop,got a pomotion set,RM12.90 a chicken chop with salet,jagung and a potato,a cup of ice cream,a drinks and a soup..when i started to eat i ate the salet first the jagung let my sister eat..after that i starting to eat the chicken chop..i eat eat eat eat eat..until the chop still left 1/4..suddenly..i saw a small piece of..bleeding meat..shining shining de@@..i call the waitress!!!..she saw..shock..and say'nevermind i change a new to you'..after a few minute..a guy..put a plate of dishes on my front..i was shock!!damn!!a whole set same as i ate be4!!jagung!salet!and the potato..the chop..was 4/4!!T.Tdonno call lucky or unluck

after i ate tat 1 and 3/4 chop..i look at the mirror..i fat ardy==..

after lunch we go to selayang capital,my elder sister need buy a new spec..==donno she doing what oon her old spec..then i told my mum i wanna try try contex lens,my mum say 'OK'!!fuuyoo!!i shock dao!!

after check my power,then i went to a room with a guys..he let me try 5 big brand of contex lens..mean 5 diffrent size..after i try..4 of them after wear..look lik gt thing wanna came out from my eyes..the 1..still ok..(when he help me put inside..wow damn hard..call me look up look down and close eyes..pain nie)

after trying the guys laugh and say'your eyes size hard to find a suitable of contex lens',he explain to me'normally ppl eyes curve was size 8.5-8.9 but your eyes was curve size 8.2,so that if the size too large the contex lens can't stick with your cornea'..i just repeat a 'owh~~~'at the last.. the guys say he giv me 8.5 size~

oh ya!!i jus watched MJ show!!!damn nice i like the dancer!!!i like MJ voice!!wow!!this is it!!!!|GoD bleSs yoU!man in the mirroR!!wow!!can't stop loving you!!sing with a girl!!

haha when we home on the way we saw a girl sambil drive sambil make up!!lol!!damn funny open the mirror!!at the car bac!!sticked a sticker...P!! haha

today not a bad day><..

Friday, November 6, 2009

Today!

A bad begining,let my father woke up to fix the fax machine..but faild
finish taking a pao for breakfast..mum call me vacuum living room and dinner room--tried
then on9 lurr
ytd night i jus knew tat my fren jin sern wanna leave malaysia and study in singapora..i was shock,tmr he will on the plane..wan find him out also no ideal..i will miss you dude!!

the whole evening on9 facebook update my blog,blog head picture not too big then too small..i give up for the head picture...wan find the song but can't find it..==haiz

man:jacky finally on9 chat with him..haiz..
chat with qing,nt bad she wanna plan go to club crazyXD ROCK man!!

on facebook also ntg to do,ahar!!finally i found things to do,i open my old 4G pen drive,inside gt so many photo lol...i saw myself..wow change alot!! and saw some good mamory miss it!!!haha
oh ya i also heard some old song!!in this pen drive gt 1.74G of song mayb 500++,old song english song also,an old song i hear'

没那种命'by jordan chan

爱情这东西 没道理的
有人很抢手 有人没资格
路是人走的 我害怕什么
大不了 别爱了
她像个天仙 她太美了
我那么平凡 我开不了口
心里面晓得 追她的结果
幸运的 不是我
我没那种命呀 她没道理爱上我
英雄和美人哪 是一国的
只怪爱人太少了 对手太好了
劝自己别傻了以前甭提了 以后非加油不可
我没那种命呀
轮也不轮到我 爱情老是缺货
我争什么 时间越来越少了
越来越老了我剩下一个梦 她走过来说
其实我错了她爱我

this old!!!wow i also gt heard'越吻越伤心'and'七友'
i damn like it!!

=)i will try to put down you..the door will closed soon..
time is limit^^
we are just the friend=]

from now i won't like any person..i just wait for my moment><
haha w8 ppl kao me XP!!lolhaha
jj!!!how was it?

Wednesday, November 4, 2009

A Storry some question(better read its~~~)

A Heart,
Was a CAge.
One day,
she hold a key,
come infront of his cage,
open the lock and walk in.
The cage was lock,
the key was dissapear,
she tie herself with a red line,
she stay in his cage,
the cage was hers.

pass through a few sweet moment,
suddenly she cut the red line..
sadly..
break through the cage,
the cage broken..
the reason..
she cover herself..

Now days the cage was recovered..
the door of cage was slowly closing..
she stand between the cage one step..
but she was watching the door closing..

when the door closed,
its will lock by a new lock,
the key will find it's new owner..

he say:remember what i told you?
'my cage is yours,take care of my cage'..
the time will become shorter and shorter..
u make the choice,
if the door loocked..
i will keep the broken pieces of the lock as our mamory(he give her a smile)=]

sometimes..
chance is yours
you still got one step
but you afraid to step the one step,
after the lock locked..
think by yourself
you will lost somethings..
or
..you will get somethings?


QUESTION
1.who agree the girl walk a step?why?
2.who disagree the girl walk a step?why?

A HAppY Day~~~celebrate jolene brithday party





wow wat a nice day~~
today was the day to celebrate jolene(can call her my..younger sister lar..kAi MuI but wried..because she mature than me:])
in the morning waiting someone morning call me..when i am in half sleep half wake..i heard so many time'exscue me darling i had a massage for you'(my massagetone)..and then i jus nothong and continew my dream..after a few minute>













dude you got a nice voice,i lose man!!
and i forgot the arrange la me and andre gt sang~~after that our meal came..beef0.o nie~~!!!meal came,man also came.
moon,kok chun,qi yao,three man walk in to the room,when moon in the room he jus grap andre mic and say 'i wan sing'haha
so many photo we took in there











me joyce and angeline


















me and qing,u change i will miss you^^



the half of group^^



can say a family joyce(my S.sis),jolene(2nd S.sis),angeline(L.sis),andre(angeline dady),qing(andre doughter also~~)i smile like..haha sot liaopeace in family!!!









2body gruad!!bro and dad!!








laughing when taking photo













0.o hoi!!!







took without spec









VL saw tis pic sure BOOm!me0.o ahh..me look lik so yamT.T











nah moon zai!!angeline!!















whole group pic too by the staff in red box 2nd de a bit mong cha cha



count by left andre,wan ling,angeline,joyce,me,qing,jolene,jacky alisa(the couple),moon,qi yao



didn't you realize som1 missing?0.oya is kok chun he don wan take donno why when we ar taking photo he still singing--

alone de pic they took de~~so fake hor my smile

the las crazy sot sot high hand two mic the sicssor hand was qing wan wan cut my head leh

i still some picture with jacky later upload^^



haha after redbox we went to cinema..confuse for watching what show..sadly qing and angeline and wan ling they need to bacT^T..they gone



so we still in confuse,want this no this==finaly we made a choide[white out]..



when the moment we waiting for the time girl go shopping guys go snooker..me and jacky a table..atually we both donno rulse of snooker..andre b sifu teach us..but we still donno haha..we play pool using line and colour ball..quite hard understand==..finally jacky win..he say he donno ply but..he was a liar!!!*o*pro!!



after guy finish,guys wait girls up to cinema..the couple..haiz..they perform a..special 'entertaiment'o00o==o00o..kissing center gt a porkcorn..owh..damn hurt me--you know..they so open..haiz..



the show was..18PL..so..geli..owh..will gt nightmare today..its was a bored movie..



after the movie we bac..morning facth us to the curve was jo mum,facth us bac was jo aunty..haha so cute,she always forgeten something..haha in the car she ask me wher i live..i jus say but my english was broken english..T^Tsay liao so paiseh..



she facth me to MCD i having my dinner at ther..alone..mc chicken large..i sitting at there sms with angeline and joyce and jolene..wait so long time to wait my mum finish dinner and come from selayang..i refule my large coke..donno why i so happy with a smile face on the staf the staf smile back me..and he refule the whole large cola..oh..i drank it..my stomach full of cola ..ohh..



went bac home..take a bath..on9 awhile and go slp..donno why can't slp..so msg the one..the one..who nid to morning call me..she though i call her..she also wait my call..can say this call was..ok la..haiz..i donno when the moment will come..want a ppl love me..was a hard things..haiz..donno la..she just want single..she just want be a friend..



then i really can't fall in slp..watch pucca!!in youtube(damn cute and funnny!!) and blogging





tat the all today happy^^

Monday, November 2, 2009

A WriEd..day..

..i saw your blog..but i really don understand the meaning..haiz..
~i like today d violin class!!!!alwsome!!play duet with teacher i like the song,i lik the sound~~ply the snake dance wow,perfect!!
another things was..a girl..always just can be a friend..became a cold ice cube..haiz..really wish she can melt><
hehe and the night i on9 haha i msn with a girl who i know in school but less talking><
ask me so many question leh..

Sunday, November 1, 2009

普通朋友

等待

我随时随地在等待
做你感情上的依赖
我没有任何的疑问
这是爱
我猜你早就想要说明白
我觉得自己好失败
从天堂掉落到深渊
多无奈
我愿意改变(what can i do?)
重新再来一遍(just give me change)
我无法只是普通朋友
感情已那么深叫我怎么能收手
但你说i
only want to be your friend
做个朋友
我在你心中只是just a friend
不是情人
我感激你对我这样的坦白
但我给你的爱暂时收不回来
so i
我不能只是be your friend
i just can't be your friend

我不能做你的朋友不能只是做普通朋友
end**

atually i quite like this song..this song is for you^^its the same i wan to telling you

Saturday, October 31, 2009

Tag by_soon

1.name:leong khai soon
2.birthday date:16july1994
3.who tagged you: yimin,你的..
4.what present you wish to get at your b'day:mayb a phone?whatever you gave i will keep^^
5.what makes you feel stress nowdays: love??0.oi think
6.what you wish to do now:i want whatever i want
7.any admires:how do i know
8.when you have an argue with your buddy,what will you do:if i wrong i will say soory if i'm nothing wrong..just silence
9.where you wish to go with your friends:the place that everyone want to go
10.where you like to go during christmas eve:shopping mall0.o
11.who you wish to celebrate christmas with: my family+my friendZ+PPl lurr
12.what your addicted to nowdays: online Facebook,msn
13.how many siblings you had:2elder sister,1younger sister
14.what's your current fav chinese and english song:smooth rythem song
15.what colour you like:black,white,red,dark green
16.will you flush before coming out from the toilet: of course
17.you fall for girl or guy:ofcause girl la!!100%girl
18.what you would like to shout out now: i want happy
19.dare to go washroom during midnights: sure=]
20.who you hate the most now: the people who say me gay and sissy==
21.what you like to do now: blogging and..secret
22..do you look nice when your sleeping:how do i know0.o
23.what's the time now: 2.39pm
24.hate the person who tagg you: no lar
25.what's your weight:donno last time 47kg..now i think 50kg 0.o
26.today's weather:cloudy..wanan rain..*hate it..
27.what would you like to do after busying:msn,chat with friend,orelse sleeping lurr
28.what will do if you can't get into bed: think a lots of thing..look at the phone waiting calls..
29.will y0u pee at your bed: no!!!
30.will y0u snoore while sleeping:if tired will><
31.will you still take meals at the middle nights: sometimes
32..what makes you happy so far: gt a gf or i got the things i want。。
33.is freedom important for you: yup
34.which of your friends is the sexiest:erm..many worXDhard to choose,,donno~
35.you'r clever or stupid:gt some way stupid:(
36.you love your father or mother: ♥ father and mother=)
37.who you wish to see now: my future..
38.do you like to watch TV shows: yup
39..dare to said that you hate he/her to person you hate:how come don dare?XD
40.when you would like to get married:donno..mayb i got alot of money then i will think cleary~~
41..do you like your life now:no..
42.do you trust in tarrow: half half><
43.what you do before you sleep: think some things..if the things bad..mayb got a nightmare..
44.your idol: haha many wor
45.season you like: ♥ winter
46.place you wish to go:home..my room
47.what kind of ppl you hate the most:i hate myself XP
48.do you smoke: x-smoke
49.do you drink wine:yup
50.do you cry often:tak boleh tahan the sadness then cry lurr
51.do you laugh often: funny laugh lor~~
52.what time will you get out from your bed:when i woke..
53.choose one among friend and girlfriend:p.w
54.chance and fate,which will you choose: chance
55.are you perasan: yup!!
56.do you have piercing: no
57.do you like iced food or drinks: ♥ so much
58.are you happy now: happy..a bit bit moody la><
59.who you care the most: Family+FriendZ
60..what's the most important thing in your room:my bed..
61.what will you do if you don't have friends:feel upset..lonely..that was a bad taste..
62.if god grands you a wish,what will you wish for:a happy easy life
63.is this question lame: nope
64.what fruits you like the most: the fruit that is sweet
65.what question you scare asking by ppl the most:'are u a gay?'*FXCK YXX hate the most
66.do you like winter season: i ♥ it very much
67.what you will like to be at the next century:happiest human in the earth
68..mind tagging by others again: i think so..
69.do you like waiting:hate it all..

Thursday, October 29, 2009

谢谢你的安慰

昨晚..虽然有些让我失望的事..
但也有个算是超好的事..
我终于更个以冷战了很久的一位朋友和好了..
真的很对不起..
我也要谢谢你。。你的安慰。。我会珍惜..谢谢..

你就是那位医生啊XD

Tuesday, October 27, 2009

home alone

AFTER PMR LAZY GO TO SCHOOL
AFTER PMR WENT TO SCHOOL NOTHING TO CHAT
AFTER PMR ALWAYS REST IN HOME
AFTER PMR NO MONEY WENT OUT PLAY
AFTER PMR NO WORK TO DO
AFTER PMR STILL A SINGLE GUYS~~

Saturday, October 24, 2009

.....25th....

with a lot of time nightmare always repeat the image and a voice'atually..i don lik you so much..'..and in a heart pain position sleeping..if this kind of feels and nightmare around me over 2day i sure tak boleh tahan..

finally..6:45..the time i nid to wake..i woke up and look my ugly face on mirror..a guys..with panda eyes..and when he smile..the smile look fake..whatever..

today is the perform day..my primary school sport day..i need perform..this perform video longer than the time we imagine..abit messy..self defence pain..but anyway pass ardy..luckyly this panda sad guy still can performXD..after perfrom i do this

..nt pain..the most pain part is neck..haiz..

can any person tell me..nt ply boy..jus always lik a person..专一有什么好处。。

i really wish you can tell i was wrong...

Friday, October 23, 2009

24th...haiz..

remember last year d jun 24th..broken first love..
today 24th Oct..haha....24th..broke again..hah..mayb the time not yet arrived..i don wan to force anybody to like me..from now on..i will be standing back my place..same place..and wait again..jus wait..i won't step infront or back and wait on the place..


no body will likes me..

Thursday, October 22, 2009

these day...

donno why..those day my mood always gone up and down..suddenly will get angry..suddenly will get moody..haiz..went to school also nothing chat with friend
but~~yesterday me and my friend in our class play UNO...because of these UNO..my smile was back ..the game had many funny funny things happen^^i like it~~haha

but the bad things today happen..was..sweet suddenly became bitter..i don wan tat feel..i hate tat feel..i don wan last year tat me..i hate tat sadness soon..i hate him..pls don broke my heart..i DON WAN!!!!!!!! AT ALL!!!!!

Friday, October 16, 2009

H@ppy h@ppy Happy

16th go jusco~~

with a girl^^

we watch movie~~(the most swt things)she choose a movie name call..PANDORUM..-.-'''

i say 'the cloudy meat ball' not bad..but she say jus 90 minit only..then i call her choose a movie..she say whatever..i a bit unpatient then say'nah u still don wan i jus choose scary movie PANDORUM d la'...i can't belive she will say..'ok ya~~160minit can stay longer at jusco'..

my heart jus tell me'hey why u wan say this word out of your mouth>0<..nvm i hav no ideal'


hehe we arried there 12++,then after we bought ticket we walk walk here walk walk there..and suddenly..i saw a pair of couple..beside the elevator..i look clearly...yup that no mistake!..its my primary school friend...he stay at rawang and..her gf nt ik her gf when las time he let me saw her picture~~...haiz nvm lurr..we say hi and talk a few sentence then he go up buy ticket..we break on the elevator


then me and the girl i invite go in jusco buy cocolate..i buy for myself d=D i like cocolate wanna bring in to cinema eat..suddenly..i get a call..in a bad time..tat guy..call me go up to cinema..
hate him!!..i wanna say goodbye to my cute little chocolate..argh!!..
arrived he ask me..wat number of seat we sit?..then we match the ticket..jus center gt 2 empty~then he say we sit togeter..and then we 2 guys go toilet and chat sumthings..i know tat..he..ugrh..a bit bad la..tis is his 2nd gf..OMG..haiz..its ok..jus friend with him..and we break again at the cinema..(walk togeter,taht girl i invite=?girl[anwser will at last] )




me and ?girl walk to popular and bought present to my little mui mui she 15 th birth~~tat beside her tat thing is i gave d present..she so lik tat things..then she touch many time..when i saaw the things now..a bit black black liaoXD







after buying tis then..the present to my KAI MUI...xing yee..hehe the present later tethen..a msg again..ask me wher am i?..kaka i say'belive me now i am in hotel'..haha after d msg i jus don wan he cameXD ..hehe bad!!~~when the moment i buying present i finally found wat i wan to buy then u go lit up at counter..?girl jus hilang liao 0.o then i go foud her..unlucky..saw tat guy come straight to the side i went..'hi'again..no idea..jus join the team it will make it not bored


after i found ?girl we lit up again..the line was long so we jus chat beside counter and wait..after paying we goKFC and wait the time..2.30..chat at ther...2.15 we go to cinema,and the show begin~~..


inside the cinema..i get a perfect..unexplain mamory...hehe its was a S-E-C-R-E-T between ?girl~~...and ..the swt things is..my friend and his..2nd gf..hug on the seat..i don understand..why they wan sat to me go sat couple seat is more better..why did i say tat?..haha they huging in the normal place center gt a 'thing'wher put cup drink tat things..wat a high tecnical hugging..if i am them i will feel hardXD..bad is many ppl saw them..haiz..donno how to say him..=D next time sit couple seat no nid acompany me d la^^..


after the show..we break in front of jusco..and they gone..me and ?girl,we go KFC eating..i no buy because i am nt hungry..she buy an X-meal^^ we share a drink..aand we took photo in ther


after that we took a taxi to samit=selayang capital..in taxi we know a sad story who tell by the taxi driver and..hehe^^chat wif ?girl...arrived samit we walk to ?girl house..hehe~~our brithday date month nt the same but day are same,16th..her house n.o also is 16..we went out to jusco also 16th^^haha..i lik 16~..i saw her house and her sis..in awhile..and then i need go to perfaction center for my mum fact me at ther..we walk through pasar,shop.hehe arrived we go shop which beside maybank,she bought a drink..




finally,i brought her to old town kopitiam..and say bye infront of there..hehe ..walk 5 step turn a head saw her also turn a head hehe..

ok final the ?girl anwser is...


tadaaaa!!!!...hehe..? girl^^i edit this pic a lot>

3dit 1 painting


3dit 2 solften

3dit 3 due colour

3dit 4 stamp

mailto:%5E%5EH@pPy Nie:)


Tuesday, October 13, 2009

yahoo !!!PMR PASS ardy!!

huuurayyyyy!!!!!

honey moon coming!!

wish my pmr result will get all high mark!!!

yer..after pmr donno holiday wan go tiution or go work...

i wan $$ to buy phone nie><


jus for you:)
i will always keep you in my mind i love you

Thursday, October 8, 2009

A pReTtY BAD dAy..

PMR
1st day
BM 2 HARD Like HELL
2nd day
BI2 sectionC came out friend>< you no need scare i give out on you;i will scare you give out on me

Thursday, October 1, 2009

wish all pMR STUDENT

WISH ALL MY FRIEND WHO TAKING PMR WITH ME ALL GOOD LUCK!!
GET A GREATS MARK IN PMR!!!
+UUU

(am i look like sissy??==why ppl always call me niang--)

Monday, September 28, 2009

stupid day-.-

at first(y.q watch up your word..your word might hurt ppl.. )
i hate today..my hair when to school is long is fashion!!!!i like my hair veryveryveryX100 much
damn stupid man went to school viki!!!!!damn !!!cought me and go cut,call mum no anwser!!!shit lo cut a sozai hair giv a lucky 7 ringgit !!!let me whole day unhappy!!!damn short!!!look like botak ardy!!!yor!!!yong shui leh..but everybody say is ok wor==..haiz

(hui si happy brithday^^)

Thursday, September 24, 2009

can asak my friend some question whatever who just anwser><

my dear every friendss,whatever is who
what do you think when you first time know me?
(Example:a stupid fallor)


anwser me^^

Wednesday, September 23, 2009

holiday~~relax and pressure weeks

these day many things happen on me..if you are my friendssss you can ask me i will tell you...haha stay at my cousin house for 4days what a relax~~~fishing really can relax feel the wind blowing true the whole body waiting the fish come up to say HI~~haha just one small fish come up~~a hand size of lampan fish~~haha

then me and my cousin chat...many things i like to chat with him..but atually me and him the most title is...DOTA..=='''..haaa but some time we with chat about school~is fun live at my cousin house~~he spm me pmr both also gt pressure man....==

then this week i so less rivision...haiz my pmr...haizzzz==

Thursday, September 17, 2009

0.o..=='''...T.T

today i got a thinking...i feel i wanna cut to a ball head!!!!



please don't blame me again!!!!!(shout on the sky!)

Wednesday, September 16, 2009

yup u all right,nic thanks for your advice

thank for the friend who give me advice~~exspecially nic..your are the guys

the PMR is getting nearly man...today i get the time table of PMR..and we need to sigh the last page(borang)mayb need to make sure us taking part PMR==...sigh the name and past up look like we past up to the'yok wong'(king of hells)...then waiting the time let the kepala lembu and muke kuda to pull the soul to hells== crab..still less 21day~~

i refresh about yesterday the interview of the seminar..the person say that'if you think you come the saminor for past all subject,you just keep your beg and no need come,this saminor just let the student who wanna to skorA,all past in PMR just easy,skor A just need to do some EXTRA...'i am just sweating..because i feel past all subject is hard..u wan me to skor A is HARD +HARD== after he saying that i was thinking i will get A i will get A..after a few time..'just looking to the truth'...what a ah shame~~==

everythings its ok for me..(JUST MY PMR NEED DO MORE HARDER)..mayb i can get my sick of(MR LOne)away..just mayb^^
joyce ya long time no find you chat^^ after PMr i will chat with you the whole day*0*..

and today also got some bad things happen in me..i wish that people don't call me again==your father are calling me and i get scolded==sHIT!!!!YOU!!!!damn kesian me!!my heart will get pecah CRABBBB!!!'if you still like that i will call police'..what a nice good speach to scold

...wish i am not a guy who always unlucky..and upset^^(ytd i get a hurt..what a stupid reason for cover it><)

Monday, September 14, 2009

lonley same as my 6th song

couple couple couple,70% friend gone couple
today i being a big spotlight haiz..all the word i heard them say..what a sweet time...the sweet just hurting me..haiz i feel i'm in lonley...man..i think..if my all 100% friend gone couple just me are the single..how can i liveT.T
i search lonley by akon MV ..what a nice MV i like that..if wanna watch just press6 time at my music box,lonley is one of my favourite song..
tomorrow is trial exam..wanna take in rajin clss!!!FXXX la damn stupid lo extra student in rajin!!i don feeling got exam feels!!!i want take in dewan la!!!!!...donno is pressure , place to take trial or jalous my all friend got couple just moody again..
haiz
i wish i got a nice happy life ever!!!!i wanna to be what i wanna be!!!!

Sunday, September 13, 2009

moody~better than yesterday

today i am thinking,sometime i wish people sms me double diffrent massage,i like to see my new mail box gt a lot of massage..but it was a dream..just a dream=Dhaiz..

today just woke at 7.30 but i feel to early between 9.30(t.k.d extra sparing clss)so i tunne my alam to 8.30..but donno why when i back to slept..i slep as sweet as a sleeping pig=.=..haiz when 9.10++ t.k.d fren sms me!!!'u gt coming t.k.d?'when i look on my phone i still in the bed!!then i walk out my room the whole home are cold..all family memberare sleeping..the person who will fect me to t.k.d class still sleeping..then i reply him for al lot of sorry...haiz


haha i woke up then i walk in to toilet my hand on mouth ,i feel above my lips gt a bit hairy lol i took the 'cream' on i t then i shave it haha~~~!!!now the part above my lips are damn smooth~~lol the first time

whole day i just can smile in this time...after that damn boring in home..cannot play DOta,Playstation(because PmR comInG)T.Tsms no credit..haiz..i donno how can live like that,body won't automatic go study also..after i update some song to my Mp3 i just when back to room and split,pull pull pull damn it also can't pull awhole spilt..need people help..no people help..haiz

boring boring no ideal can do what,just go to sleep,dreaming more better than do nothing..
woke up out for lunch,wait an crab hour ago for the dishes(too many people there)then back..

update blog..hearing some nice song,msn is above 10++ people on9 but jus 3 people msn with meT.T haiz then i go youtube search a cappella
damn nice man if gt 1 in in my life i play acappella i will feel i am lucky in the world ^^
these are the website
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4cx1-qAkeIY&feature=related
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hc8GItWSOz0
i really wish i can play this in a group of friends but also just a dream

can my friend anwser this question:
if you fall in love with a person,after a few days you don't know what reason,suddenly he/she come to say i love you..to you,what your next action? wish can give the nice anwser^^ please

i wish i can get couple soon...something has lost in my life just awhile..i really wan the feels back..pls be back to that person

BaCkGrOuNd MuSiC

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