Tuesday, December 28, 2010
2days in sunways~
----the 2nd time i went sunway lagoon with huey lin,bryan and huey lin
haha its quite fun this time i in all park...hmm the 1st time i went was las 2 years
this time the whole sunway change yep this time its was fun~
we ply alot of stuff~the scream park==....i no chance can walk the whole park...
i jus walk in the begining....2 time...coz....jas==....huey lin....haiz.......i stil wanna ask the ghost'can i costant balik?'
oh ya...and a exstream prk small bungy stupid guy..ask me about the my gf...wher is my gf..at the 1st time he ask me about i gt wife or nt==lagi worst....
after tht we went sunway piramid~eat MCD lo~go shopping awhile lo~
huey lin said i am a good guy leh..say i can shoping with girls...the b4 we back we go starbuck ther~ntg to do thn drwing on the starbuck tissue paper~
27th
sunway again went with my 3sister and mother~thn with my sis friend,1 sister 1 mum 1 friend...all girls==...go ice skating...i drop on the floor28 time leh!!and i saw mun yee>
Tuesday, December 21, 2010
there were some sorry can make thing become easy
dude saying sorry to me,i was sorry too
all things settle by a sorry and the dance was fun in my life,the rocks none stop in my mind until the dance floor turn dark.
the pizza was delicious,thanks to bryan and jas:)
another night.....
girls....sorry about my bad....
girls....sorry about my atitude... the faild of purpose make me pull our friendship further
i'm sorry for cooling you..dont b angry..
thanks for ur explain;) ur explain make me feel better..forgive my stupid girl,and don't sleep lately
C,the one tht i always call on bad name..
the sorry useful for me;D
just become back normal friends
suddenly its make me free,
you had step forward:)
yeah now i had no any problem
suddenly everythings become wonderful
i just suddenly dont mind i'm single
i being a freeman!!!
need not wish anyone to like me
just make its natural
just being natural
smile and shout
............
i'm mr crabby
i'm mr free
rocks in my life
!!!!!!!!
Monday, December 13, 2010
一个人的地铁站
就是他^^
。。。。
还认识了类似跟我很像的人
。。。。
我发觉自己真的变了
变得不怎么会沟通了
。。。。
一个人的拿着行李
走上无人的天桥上
瞭望着来来去去的车子
傍晚的凉风让人觉得孤独的味道
走向繁忙的地铁站
一个人迷迷糊糊的上了不多不少人的地铁
人都用种怪眼神看我
可能我悲悲的样子让人以为我是离家出走吧
无所谓
。。
信息的铃声响起
颤抖的荧幕
‘你放弃吧他有了男友了’
窗外的天黑带来了绝望
。。
坐在地铁里
沉思了一会儿
我
....................
放弃了
下了地铁
...................
结束了自己的希望
Thursday, December 2, 2010
放假啊~
----------
去了表哥的结婚典礼
然后就是跟jj,ah fui去 FRIM 咯,
发觉自己真的老了==
以前是跳着上跳着下的
现在是爬着上,震着下的==
过后就去补习咯~直下...从2点到8点
过一天还跆拳道叻。。。跑步练习
很累咯...
这个星期
----------
也没什么特别...
只是知道那他妈的的msn给massanger block了
被逼换个新的..读了这篇文章记得ADD哦
ks_crabby@hotmail.my
结果...
add人add到自己发烧...
气到==
..........
哦对了今天3点起来
最近的睡眠都乱完了....
说今天早睡但结果还是迟睡了
因为写blog。。。
起来吃nasi lemak
然后就直接进钢琴房了
弹了两个小时多的钢琴
就会放发呆然后就自恋了
自恋后...就唱歌咯唱了整四个小时多
过后就上网了....
有时还不是时候
==
晚安...
快快康复啦!
Saturday, November 20, 2010
唯一
Tuesday, November 16, 2010
最近
哈哈
转眼间本大爷一单身了好几个月了
大概有3个月多吧
日子过得平凡也有少许的孤单
老友jj呢也差不多长大了==
自从陪了他去ketam过后....
不知是我有眼福,还是他们特地的在我面前特地....算了
我就曾只眼避只眼咯
唉..虽然羡慕但带有祝福
兄弟那可能不让自己兄弟福呢
ketam..认识了位subang单身汉做kopi场的
还有一位火车交叉站阿伯
还有位泰国人德士司机什么广东话华语都会
然后发现ketam真的很悠闲的地方
说到另一边
前几天帮了一个像我大姐大的老妹jo
庆祝了他的16岁生日
其实当天起程时在家有少许的吵架
与我老爸...
但算了
当天的成员当然是我另一对家庭啦
是少了情没去而已
the curve想不到没有什么东西走的地方
我们竟然呆在那里一整天叻
哈哈可能是走走下,拍拍下,38 38下
就一天了
大家都很开心
最开心的当然是拿着那架相机乱拍的jo啦
是又拍不是又拍,美又拍丑都拍
他颠了xD
还有!我第一次去garden吃东西叻!!
久久出来将的一次也不错
轻轻松松走走下也不错
最开心的突然间在今天变美了很多==
平常只觉得他okok罢了=-=
拿,在这里赞你美女咯^^ :P
唉虽然那天是很开心
但有个扫兴公讲到都火啊
‘so what if you bunch of people hate me? i don't care! just because that girl is your close friend and i broke up with her? i'm living my awesome life withou yall :P. EFF-OFF BITCHES AND MALE-BITCHES!’
(他的status)
好心你啦别以为你自己是谁啦
还要人家可怜你咩
cheap无可救药的家伙....
....很胃咯....
我们大家都选择不理会他
但
...
到头来jo跟其他的还跟他解释
。。。我真的是无言啊
当天我就被冷落..
我气到...
就将没心情了几天--
算了啦....
jo开心就好....
唉
雨停了叻:)
但怎么觉得那么孤单啊:(
就算对恋爱绝望了也要活得自在啊:)
但为什么会觉得寂寞:(
。。。。
我原本就属于一个人的啊...
没人会来关心我
没人会来管我的啊:)
为什么我会觉得孤单:(
人..
还真是矛盾的动物啊
:)
:(
Wednesday, November 3, 2010
自己的观点..
若能给我选择我希望我的纸能在从白纸开始
...
若能再是白纸,我希望我能用功读书
若能再是白纸,我希望我的初恋还在
若能再是白纸,我希望我不会那么容易失去了初吻..
若能再是白纸..我希望我永远都是张白纸..
我从我出生那天..一直以来都很孤独
在家中只有我一个男生...
想找个人来聊心事都没有
我玩的东西有时候也是女生玩的布偶
我小时候也常抱着布偶睡觉..也常以假音来与家里的姐姐妹妹玩布偶游戏..
一位从小就与女子生活直到现在也是..
不知是不是家庭的影响..我都很参得了女生...
记得六年级时,我在一个补习中心里..是第二个男生,也就是说补习中心里都只有两个男生
但不知怎么了就只有我能参得了女生,有时还跟那班女生玩...
到了frm1是渐渐的越参越多女生
.....
不明白。。。
我的性格就是将啊
..
怎么也称不上是娘的吧..
我的声音有时失真的会高音下
我那双眼睛..是真的有点大得像女孩
我是真的很喜欢我的眼睛啊...
当他们说我眼睛像女生的时候
我不知要说
妈
你就不能生个man点的眼睛给我吗?
还是
你们他妈的给我不要吵!
....
已有很多人说我娘了...
他们有时候带着开玩笑
但...
一样的玩笑开多了
火山可是会爆的哦
....
我不乱发脾气所以容易欺负..
但...
爆发的话...
我真的有时候快撑不住了..
.....
我...
唉....
Wednesday, October 27, 2010
自己拿来衰的吧..
弄哭了阿qing...
我以为他都很坚强
想不到..自己真的讲话没经过大脑弄哭了人家
我只能在那里说对不起
他虽然是笑笑的逼我请他看戏..
其实..
我很明白他..
因为..我自己其实也不怎么坚强
有时一样的到回原点..
大家都是失恋者..哪可能不明白呢。。。
就在eko考试开始后..我满脑子里的失恋回忆通通莫名其妙的..从伤口中爆到怎个脑袋
加上自己还在病..头又痛
所有东西已读不进脑了..我只好遗憾的对不起en.viky
我爬在自己的桌子上,睡一睡..怎知道..连睡觉也不好受..
我想我真的前一世谦了他
睡也会想起他..
唉...
你啊 你啊...
为什么就是走不离不开你呢..
我是真的单身不错
只是有时候会有个年头想拍拖..
其实
喜欢这感觉..
我现在觉得我真的很会乱乱喜欢人..
真的
我现在自己都不清楚奇
我对好几个女生产生好感了
但..
我想那些只是错觉吧
。。是想分下心让自己过得更好吧..
唉..
凯顺阿..凯顺...
Monday, October 25, 2010
病到梦都怪@@
因为伤风影响了我的睡眠
辛苦到....
我只记得几场梦而已
吓醒我的梦。。也蛮血腥的==
我不是很记得梦的次序也很不规律
里面看见周星驰==还有在西游记里唱'only you'的那个搞笑光头佬==
然后就换都一个有点印尼,泰国,马来风味的村庄
全都是高脚屋
我在高脚屋边缘看见屋底有粘着个人...
那还好过后的...真诡异..进了屋看见一群小孩全都指着一道里面都灰灰的似乎像个门的入口
然后...很乱我记得过后有人头断了
我就逃跑而已..跑得很像yamasaki==什么篱笆什么阻挡物,爬完他跳完他
就吓醒了..心跳到...快到
我在冲凉是不知几怕我被人下降头==
因为
泰国对我第一影像就是..降头==
然后...还有是..^^一个好朋友睡在我旁边...陪我谈天..
那场梦啊..我起来是...我一直问自己为什么是他..//.\\
><
还有很多很怪的梦啦==
有血腥泰国
有不知跟那个女生舌吻==
有印度+中国的绕怪房壁画
有与杀手格斗
做神偷都有==
@@真的病到蒙查查了==
Thursday, October 21, 2010
我虽然没女友但我至少还有朋友
是一个能带你到恋爱幸福的一个角色
在我们的人生中一定会有几位过客并不是你的终身伴侣
过客让你有经验
过客让你有勇气
最重要的是
过客让你尝试了失败
过客也让你学会了放下
人一失恋后往往还会思念
不管是被飞的那一方
或是飞人的那一方
都是一样的
说到痛双方都会痛
至于治疗的时间方面呢
就要看看自己的脑在想什么咯~
不用犹豫了人都会矛盾
别害怕~
大家都是在痛苦里才学习到东西的
拼了命躲开他就是因为不想看到他脸,然后无缘无故的心跳加数,为什么呢?
拼了命的去放下为什么呢?
拼了命的思念为什么呢?
平了命痛苦的等待他会回到你身边的一天..
哪有什么值得的呢?
他的脸还在你的心里,看到他时自然会有那种感觉啦,管你怎么说他差都好,你就是喜欢他阿,时间久了就会淡掉得啦
拼了命的放下让自己人不像人,鬼不象鬼干嘛?
他知道你在思念他吗?
你为什么要痛苦的等待呢,一就算了吧,二反正都要等了,等一天也好,等几久都好步入开开心心的等他算了
你得到的可能使更好的经验也不成~
老子虽然很会说但...哈哈我对自己很有信心..终有一天他会后悔,终有一天我一定放的下他
我不会为了他做些对不起我朋友的事,我不会为了一棵树而放弃怎片森林的!!
在我的眼里..家人是一辈子的,朋友时第二能一辈子地..当有了女友虽然有时会冷落些朋友但其实心里是很不开心的,但那已是过去事了~
今天说真的我的朋友家庭突然一齐围起了一桌来读书(考试)
但谈谈下大家突然谈起了星座
接着谈谈下我说了句我觉得很有道理的话
看书然后自创的一句话:
初恋就如初初平地上种颗萝卜,当萝卜不见了就会留下个坑,萝卜坑需要另外的萝卜来填坑,所以...有了第一次恋爱就会有第二次...
但他们竟然笑我还说原来我是萝卜...但到最后他们都说对对对
我们开始谈起了些失恋的东东,过后又什么,那我的水壶来玩,拔掉它上衣sexy之类的XD
然后又出现了一大堆的语言,什么zap palang 都来完了
阿情在那死命的念:Anyeonghasaeyo~kansahamida~Anyeonghasaeyo~kansahamida
我也不怪他它最近发韩风
阿erh叻就在那里:Boujour~
==不明白为啥
阿jo叻在那里更我互瞪然后不知怎哈就:食屎kap==
又突然一齐唱起拔萝卜==
挺有趣的..
现在这family friendship里都单生了
我后到情到jo到erh
还挺持续的
~~~~~~~~
现在..
虽然他们诞生..
但其实我很多朋友都在我单生的时期里都单生了
但。。该复合的复合了(阿shan 和 阿卿)
名单里排第一位的jj爷子
也跟个ketam衰妞(因为每天都跟我都嘴==)在一起了
本大爷虽然说的上是单生贵族
但
有时他们的爱心光环是不是会闪到我的耳边,荧幕上,省直有时是身边!!
。。。。
很令人羡慕的咯!!!!!!
唉!!!!!!!!
今天我活过来了瓜^^
Saturday, October 16, 2010
又怎么啦?
前面真的是很有趣下
很可爱
到了后面是作者的日记
作者是o形血的
在后面...他原来也是受伤后的o型男
以下是让我看了后觉得有点emo的日记
(哦对了那是漫画型日记)
日记三:
---------
人们彼此产生的冲突是呼市来自过多的贪念
想要拥有超乎朋友的贪念
想要抓住即将离去的人的贪念
想要一直留在某人心里的贪念
日记四+日记五
---------------
女人:让我们就像以前一样,快乐,轻松的在一起生活吧
男人:不是不可能那样了吗!
那个男人的心里话:你可以看着我,像是什么事都没发生过,我办不到...
那个女人的心里话:你这个笨蛋!你觉得我这样说很容易吗?
日记十
-------
那个.....好像是疤痕,看到它就想起某些故事,唉,虽然不会再痛了,但是..
日记十六(我的最爱)
---------
缘分.....不是要切断...而是要松开
缘份的结已经深深的嵌入他的肉中..如果当初知道..就不会如此愚蠢的切断了...
作者于我都是同样血型的家伙
终会有少许的共鸣得....
o型的巨蟹啊...
唉....
........
我是个很专一的人
不管是他飞我
或我飞她
只需他还没找到男友
或是我还没找到女友
我还是会喜欢着他...
喜欢归喜欢
想拥有归想拥有...
我并不想在拥有自我中心主义者的女友了
真希望他有改变的一天...
我心中的双人电影院
虽然才独自呆电影的时间不长
但为什么终觉得好漫长哦
进入电影院的人另一个人
为什么往往都会变成路人呢?
可能有我的关系吧....
Thursday, October 14, 2010
正一瘟神阿!
拜托...
算了..
今天补了牙..
几开心下...
钢琴view of silence
我已会弹4/7了
...
一提到你就什么开心都没了
...
唉...
怎么觉得分手过后
自己老了那么多阿?
啊哈哈哈哈哈哈哈啊哈哈啊啊哈哈哈哈!!!!
Sunday, October 10, 2010
Thursday, October 7, 2010
人都是矛盾的吧
我都是矛盾中
来来去去想放弃他
都快两个月了..
长痛不如短痛?
我现在算是长痛吧
...我...
其实不是没人喜欢我
只是我不想拍拖
在这同时我又很想拍拖
我自己放不下
不想把人当游泳圈..
不想再有个目标
如jo所说的你爱她并不是把别人是为目标
什么事都顺其自然
..
恋爱必须要有次序的
从朋友
到好友
到知己
到暧昧
到恋爱
...
有时会渴望恋爱
就想找些目标
...
我不要这样...
我已很努力了
我已很努力的想放下他了
为什么我就是放不下这个之前对我做了酱多
对我来说不对的事呢?
是不是他还喜欢我?
不可能的T^T..
他很坚强..
可能这不叫喜欢吧..
这叫思念
...
唉
我只能每天在角落
拉小提琴
我只能每天在窗口边
弹钢琴
来让自己别想太多
只有音乐
能把我带到另一个宁静世界
还有另一个世界吗?
...
唉
真是的..
我还是像个小孩子吗?
..我已改变了不少吧?...
唉
Tuesday, October 5, 2010
睡不着的凌晨
突然间不知怎么了
感觉到寂寞孤单
弹下钢琴上的黑白键
摸不透自己的心情,
坐在自己的床上
拿着那漆黑的画册
用黑色的铅笔
画上了银线
一幅画代表我一个心情
...
画着画
似乎思念着谁
但我却抓不清他的样貌
唉
寂寞的感觉好讨厌哦
部落格的音乐
...........
to ki no u ta
----------------
Sora no kodokuna taka yo
Kaze ni aragainagara
Soko ni aru no ha hikari to yami
Hitori dake no sora
Sora wo miagete naita
Hitori ikiteru kimi yo
Shinjitsu no na wo oshiete okure
Itsu no hi ka kiete shimau kimi yo
Hikari ga yami ni tokeru youni
Kokoro no naka wo toorisugiru kimi no uta wo
Utau yo
Sora wo miagete naita
Hitori ikiteru kimi yo
Shinjitsu no na wo oshiete okure
Itsu no hi ka shinde shimau kimi yo
Hikari ga yami ni ukabu youni
Chinmoku no naka ni toorisugiru toki no uta wo
Utau yo
Umare kieteiku hakanai
Inochi-tachi yo
Owari ga ari
Hajimari ga aru yo
Wasurenai de
Sora no kodokuna taka yo
Kaze ni aragainagara
Sora wo miagete naita
Monday, October 4, 2010
scare liao lurr
w:wat oh u,gf is help u release pressure geh leh,y u say lik tat??she care u,she miss u,and she let u feeling better
c:.....u knw my 'pass tence' de la...i scare edi la...
w:haha gf cook to me d leh...blablabla(keep LC me)
....gf???...haiz....a girl who care me..and whn i suffering lonely and sadness she will make me feeling better...?...haiz..think until here..i feel sad la...i think...there is no ppl will b my gf anymore..jus can smile and say...single rocks^^
Thursday, September 30, 2010
哎哟...
第一天睡不好还梦见 那位某人==
唉...睡前其实我也有想下他
eugene在我pos了一个status过后留言
status类似是我的单身铃子在补习时掉了
他留言...
crabby...get her back...
不来没想太多
因为要安慰这位刚失恋严重的朋友
自己想了一大堆
过后晚上睡觉时 因为一位女生去世是睡着离开的
让我不敢入睡
好不容易入睡的我
梦都很精彩下..
他妈的...
不知搞啥米!就是梦到他!
..还打情骂俏!
结果--
昨天看到他空空的心
突然多了几个念字...
好讨厌哦...
又回来原点了吗...
我不要叻...
我不希望和他再回一起..
因为他会使我很痛苦
但我却还喜欢着他
..他是不会改变的..
他还是一样都是一样的~那么自私~
哈哈
所以...
我
要
单
身
!
!
!
等待下一站的爱情..
除非你改变了
Tuesday, September 28, 2010
安息了 女孩
Sunday, September 26, 2010
我是变了!但我回来了!
但不知何时..我突然看开了!0.o!
我做回自己了
感觉自己是真的熟了些~xD
我要变得更好的自己!
我对恋爱说再见~
我对单身大声地说‘再’见!
哈哈哈~~
往前看
世界会跟美好哦~
我期待
我等待
!!!!
Sunday, September 19, 2010
是我变了吗?
感觉自己再也不是自己了..
平常喜欢泡妞的我..尽然不想去泡妞了..
平时38 38的我..突然间喜欢保持沉默了..
平时对自己很有自信的我..终觉得什么都会有机会的我..
竟然对自己..说..我会单身一辈子的啦..
昨天在金龙山上..
是我的一次放孔明灯..
很特别的一种感觉..
我在孔明灯的一个角上写了自己的大大愿望
在后最加了一句..开心就好..然后是自己的名字..
第一个灯斜斜的飘了上空
第二个灯像飘不上的飘在半空中
第三个也就是我手上拿着的..直线的飘了上空
看着它慢慢的飘上空..
心里想着自己的愿望..
带来了安慰感..安慰?
对.安慰
唉..
最近的自己都很狼狈
很想让自己轻松下
Wednesday, September 15, 2010
自卑感
不是没自信...
因为自己真得不帅..
我不是个好人..
因为我做了一个擦不掉的错误..
寂寞吗?
没办法
这就是命
伴侣。。需要吗?
需要
明白我的人..
关心我的人..
吗?
..好空虚的世界哦..
好无力的夜晚哦..
很自然的
每个夜晚都思念着同一个人..
是不是真的需要去爱另一个人
才能离开这个恶梦呢?..
没有目标..
自己也不敢去寻找目标..
因为自己都还没达到自己的要求..
Wednesday, September 8, 2010
-__-双子座都一样
不管每个双子座都要自由的咯!
我今天明白了
别说我迷信是真的!
我选择放弃!
重年头到现在已有四个双子喜欢过我了
我只接受一个
就弄得我半生不死
算了
恨死该死的命运!
等待另一个吧!
别再来双子了!
喜欢我的都是双子吗?
!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!巨蟹最痛苦!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!
Tuesday, September 7, 2010
我..怎么了?
Monday, September 6, 2010
命运玩人啊?==
被拒绝了
过后过了几个月我对A女生表白
在我等待答案时
感觉到A觉得我的表白很烦
就在这时候
C跑回来找我
过后我放下了A将会对他好一点
我就与C交往
。。过了那他妈的28天
分了
现在..A与我...
好像...有可能叻..
他很关心我..
很可爱下..
但..A与C有个共同点..
双子座...!!
我很怕叻=.='''
怎么办?..
他是真的好过C
C是成熟型的
A是可爱型的...
唉..
但
..
AC都需要自由的..
命运玩人啊!
命运玩人啊!
怎么办?!
Thursday, September 2, 2010
为什么?
你的脸,就如把刀,
這就是我~
我只能一直安慰自己
時間就是解葯
我是不會死的!!!
螃蟹小強貓咪
萬歲!!!!
Thursday, August 26, 2010
单生生活
算了吧
街上一双的大把,单身美女也多的是..只是..没一个看中我..就算看中我的..也是不适合我的..自己送上门来的..我不敢了..吃快餐..让我肚子痛了两三个礼拜...命运就是如此的搞笑^^..
说到单身..我还真的有点孤单..前天看了场戏,vampire suck,右边一pair,左边是个空位,再左边是个蛮不错的女生..在左边...她男友...一个人笑..好寂寞..我旁边..好空虚哦..
啊!!!!单身真的那么不好咩!为什么那么矛盾的时好时坏!我不要找个代替品!我不要做人的代替品!
..我不要再吃快餐了!..快餐的阴影..好爽;D..什么好爽!?..放下乖乖仔的自己..已是很够力的错误了!!..啊!!!!.....还放下了男生的尊严...你他妈的的没用哦!!
凯顺..别再问别人要什么..为他再付出..你也得不到你想要的..你的付出的来的只是失败的经验..其他..你什么也得不到...其实你真正需要的是..问自己...你要什么..
凯顺
你要什么?
Wednesday, August 18, 2010
why?
你的脸令人想念
但当我想起你的心..让我有点想自杀..
我根本不是他妈的搞了什么!为什么每次都是将!虽然说自己的恢复时间增快了,虽然说我成长了!虽然说我想通了!那为什么我回他妈的迷惘!为什么我还是有点感觉!我够了!!
我想把你的所有放下..为什么时时都拿得起放不下..为什么是我接受了回头草..反而是我被咬了一口被吐出来..我明知道是将为什么我对他有想念..为什么我见到他时会有那种令人讨厌的心痛,为什么我还会想着将的他..他在我眼里没什么不好..是这个理由吗?..我已不想再去讨厌人了..为什么我就是看不开..他能做个朋友阿..但为什么我就是那么的痛..见到他时痛怎么说话阿!!??我不是说不爱她了吗!我不是说不喜欢她了吗!我不是说我要放下他了吗!?为什么!?
为什么...我太好人了吗...为什么..为什么...为什么我不坏..为什么我得到的是0...
Wednesday, August 11, 2010
今天是第4天了..
她在我的梦里..已是第四次了你在梦里..真的很纯真..一见到你的脸..我都会开心的突然醒来..当醒来的时候..原来只是一场梦..坐在床上泪水就干干的流了几滴..我好想这梦是真的....我不想你离开我...
我希望我能挽回你的所有...我会扛下所有错误..表面上我是理直气壮..内心里..我很痛..痛得真的想自我了断算了
....对不起...对不起....对不起...对不起....对不起...对不起....对不起...对不起...
....对不起...对不起....对不起...对不起....对不起...对不起.......对不起...对不起...
....对不起...对不起....对不起...对不起.......对不起...对不起.......对不起...对不起...
什么..都没了..
你的冷落..是我很痛
..
你的性格是我摸不透...
我的痛苦...你知道..
你是特地的..你的借口..使我不明白...
我爱你...我很爱你...但我很痛...
今天..我提出了分手..你开心吗?...
我是不开心的...爱着你却必须提出分手..
很痛苦..但我没办法..你这样下去不是办法..
问题..你不解决..你不理我..你不要我...为什么..
虽然..分手了..
我依然爱你..
初吻给了你我不后悔..
因为我爱你..
你是不会来我的部落格的啦..
你看了..也许你会恨我...
对不起..是你不爱我..
那两个情侣吊饰
我会永远的吊着..
我会想念你
你的手
你的味道
你的吻..
默默的暗恋你够了...
神..抱歉..每当我一发生事
第一就来怪你
神给的礼物...还是玩笑..
我已迷惘了..
Tuesday, August 10, 2010
为什么
Sunday, August 8, 2010
怪梦..
什么都是木偶
什么都是小丑
==我看太多漫画了..
又不是很恐怖但...我今天睡到五点
不知干嘛眼睛怎么盖都盖不上..
一坐在床上就感到害怕..害怕失去他..
还回想起一些吃醋画面..
我怕到6点..知道我将最后rm0.01的最后一封信息寄了给他
我才安稳的睡了..
过后我在8点被老友吵醒..去跆拳道练习班..
今天是学了点东西..换来了脚伤..痛..
过后陪老妈吃擂茶..吃的同时..我们又为某些事而吵架..
有了架摩托方便我不惜,不用麻烦到他
但他却很担心...唉..结果吵了..停了..
上了车..就算了..老妈说了一些关于样衰的真实故事..
的却很好笑XD..
老妈..我是不会坏的...我是不会学坏的...
唉算了..
他..终于回信了..
在他痛苦的时候..我却没钱回他....该死的我...
凯顺..改变啦
Saturday, August 7, 2010
不是我
Thursday, August 5, 2010
不明白的世界
Thursday, July 29, 2010
finally
感觉自己真的长大了..
我因他而改变了
我必须谢谢他..
我爱他
虽然最近都有问题
昨天才一次过解决了
^^
很抱歉让他失去了一大堆的泪水
他所付出的泪
不会是浪费的..
我答应他
不再伤害她
不再离开他
不再气他
只爱她一个
他答应了我
不再伤我
.....
我爱你
>3<
......
Thursday, July 22, 2010
Sunday, July 18, 2010
16生日
我得到两份由我干妹的礼物
我的真正老妹也送了我一分~
很多人都对我说生日快乐
很多人都祝福我
我超开心的
今年的生日..
我当天在地藏菩萨面前许了的愿望
我想不到..真的实现了
16楼的楼梯
16十六岁的我
啊!!!
我想不到我会变得那么的...OMG!!!
哈哈哈哈!!
(这件事让我开心了好几天==)
yeah!!!!
i love you ~~'3'
Monday, July 12, 2010
cheer10
me and chiah yee...she so short :)
Wednesday, July 7, 2010
A guy Who was like this
face his truth and try to don't loving anyone
to be the single peacefully
however sometime the god will make a destiny of joke on him
he don't want
the god will gave him one
when he got it
the god will make him lost it
.....
he is waiting the truth destiny come true
but
the god always gave him a joke
reject and reject and reject
somtime it doesnt had any anwser for him
after all he finnaly quit and 100% face to single life
he is serious and wanna forget about love
he success
but the god donno why gave him another bigger joke
..friendship wars...
he lost a gang of thrustful friend
and he get 2 punch on his face for the first time in his life
but
he's trying to be strong and stady..
he know the god always give him a lot of challange
he dare to face the truth again
he alone in school
he being happy always with his confident smile
....
now his big problem was study...
and
he feel the god is giving another joke for him
....
...LOVE...
Sunday, July 4, 2010
saturday genting+today taekwondo tournoment
---------
haiz i though today can went yi ru and li hui birthday de..
but my biao zhi zi wanna celebrate his 1 years old birthday
after all...donno my biao ge,he too tired then cancel liao..haiz
then my dad wanna go to genting for visit my elder sis
hmm today genting make me happy >< i love saturday genting its make me happy
there can make me feel nice >< !!!i walk alone at first
after that follow my family except my dad,he walk in to casino
i saw my elder sis..donno why i miss her weh xD
then i went bUm city bought something to li hui(i bought present to yi ru but i forget bought to li hui xD),
after that baought to the sot sot fallor with me geh jun yuan xD!!!!he also wanna birthday liao
i also wanna birthday liao lo~~..but i donno why i wan celebrate myself in this year birthday..
cause too many things happen about me...
i will be back soon
today
------
i cant belive i saw xu jie ying!!!!
wow she taller liao!!!she..OMG!! cant belive she is out of my imagination!!
she changed..OMG...OMG...OMG..
the tournoment make me feel..haiz
my school whole team no medals...
i damn beh song weh...>
today also gt somethings make me happy also xD!!!
bwahhahaha
SMILE T0d@y
Friday, July 2, 2010
4 sot sot
went to old town with jason,bryan,jun yuan
4 fallor make the whole old town bising xD
joke whatever also come out!!
haha
saw many people there
what see ting,qing mei,and many many!!
wuhoo nice chat nice joke!!!!
Thursday, July 1, 2010
失去了所有
Monday, June 28, 2010
fight??
i dont want said more cause i feel i won although my nose get a punch
1 score i won is i control myself
2i feel the punch not so pain
3 i dint cal anyone for helps
tat wat i wanna said i wish i don hav a friend in my friend list again
he make i broke my gang line
haha happy to lost this kind of friend in my life
Sunday, June 20, 2010
今年..我似乎被好多人拒绝哦==
也算多了啦..拒绝原因似乎都是同一句话
‘我当你只是朋友..’
我就将被拒绝了,其实被拒绝的感觉是真的蛮痛得
但因多次的痛..现在也慢慢的习惯了..
其实..
爱上了还真难放下啊..痴心没药医的咩?
...我只能面带笑容,心痛不止的面对他
唉..凯顺啊凯顺...要快快好起来啊..
能找一个比之前更好的,你也要做得比上次更好!!
爱情真难搞..想要幸福叻
Friday, June 18, 2010
ytd things make me blur today.....
cause i'm boring untill wanna sucide
then i just spam sms la...4 preson
1 in the half way lost sms liao
2nd sms until 1 something
3 and 4th....this two person sent a msg in the same time...in the same moment
make me shock...
........whn they said...i really donno how to do i jus rply a 'wa'...
...i donno how to respond....
i donno paktor better or don wan....
i lost the love feeling...
today morning i woke early...
and i still blurr....i almost wanna use my facial foam became my toothpaste..
-0-....haiz...
Thursday, June 17, 2010
..两场怪梦..
睡到下午两点半
..在这12小时里..我做了两个恶梦吧..算是吧
第一场我只记得恐怖的最后一段
..我一个人望着天上的大建筑吊机甩下来
我不知往哪散..真的看上去就像散哪里都会中
结果我就站在哪里一个人..就当我眼睁睁地看着吊机的铁在我面前时
我一吓醒了...
第二场..是个奇异得离谱的梦
我也忘了..只记得被关在旧家跟个红衣女子困在楼下
他睡在沙发我就在铁门前看着,大门阳光投射进家的光
..我看见了很多只猫的影子..
结果门外出现了三只妖怪==我尽死劲的念佛号
行不通!?我就不知念了什么ah mi be beh hom!..好像能祛邪的咒语
还是没用..沙发上的女子穿着红衣..幸亏不是长发,样子不吓人短发的..很短
结果不知什么原因我就抱住了他..我还记得他衣是毛毛的..
结果最恐怖的来了..他开口哭着跟我说:
..
我昨晚死了..
我有点想哭出来了便抱得他更紧..
就醒来了..
今天最没意义了...
幸亏还有好歌听
But I want you
All the more for that
Words fall through me
And always fool me
And I can't react
And games that never amount
To more than they're meant
Will play themselves out
Take this sinking boat and point it home
We've still got time
Raise your hopeful voice you have a choice
You've made it now
Falling slowly, eyes that know me
And I can't go back
Moods that take me and erase me
And I'm painted black
Well,You have suffered enough
And warred with yourself
It's time that you won
Take this sinking boat and point it home
We've still got time
Raise your hopeful voice you had a choice
You've made it now
Falling slowly sing your melody
I'll sing along
Ah,ah~
Call and l'll sing along
Tuesday, June 15, 2010
我..回来了..我说了,我该说的看你了
回到了熟悉的家发觉房间变大了
回到了熟悉的床感觉躺在一块暖绵绵的云上
手上的手机响个不停
手上的手机收到了一封来自我的学员的信息:
凯顺哥哥,你好吗?我是洁文,你还记得我吗?我很想念你哦!请问你明年还会不会再去金龙山当老师呢?我也不知道我明年还会不会再去金龙山。我只想告诉你,你是一位最帅和最棒的老师。祝福你永远平安,幸福和快乐。我也希望你永远都那么帅。加油哦!杨洁文上。
这封信是我有当老师的成就感!超开心的
耳边时不时都有人告诉我:想念你哦
耳边时不时都有人告诉我:加油哦
..
昨天说了布石头剪刀
你却不明白结果我还是解释了给你听
你没回复我答案..你把沉默当成了答案
其实我现在也不知该做些什么..我只能站在原地不动
只能说
爱我的人往往不属于我,
爱我的人却不是我真正所爱的..
布=5
石头=2
剪刀=0
......我说了,我该说的看你了
我爱你
Tuesday, May 25, 2010
我太烦
Sunday, May 23, 2010
Thursday, May 20, 2010
20may..520..
Tuesday, May 18, 2010
i feel i become better!!
i just use..one day!!!
i cure!!!!i am back!!!
wuuuu!!!!!!single!!!
ah !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!hahahahaha!!!!
i am me!!!!!!!
i love my life!~!!
Well I was there on the day
They sold the cars for the queen,
And when the lights all went out
We watched our lives on the screen.
I hate the ending myself,
But it started with an alright scene.
It was the roar of the crowd
That gave me heartache to sing.
It was a lie when they smiled
And said, "you won't feel a thing"
and as we ran from the cops
We laughed so hard it would sting
Yeah yeah, oh
If I'm so wrong (so wrong, so wrong)
How can you listen all night long?
(night long, night long)
And will it matter after I'm gone?
Because you never learned a goddamned thing.
You're just a sad song with nothing to say
About a life long wait for a hospital stay
And if you think that I'm wrong,
This never meant nothing to you
I spent my high school career
Spit on and shoved to agree
So I could watch all my heroes
Sell a car on tv
We've got the obvious team,
we'll show 'em what we all mean.
Yeah yeah, oh
If I'm so wrong (so wrong,
Monday, May 17, 2010
emo scar was open..
cause..love is cant force i know..
but just the emo scar suddenly piss out..more deeply..
now my emo more emo..
sit in the toilet conner..
and the toilet was without light..
maybe after a few days my mood will become better..
i wont kao lui again..
i just wait..
Sunday, May 16, 2010
Friday, May 14, 2010
sam fuu..
and tried...but lisa today look like bad mood in stressfull..i also lik tat a bit behsong la but..
at las i also ntg liao...haiz...
tmr need dance,singing practise weh...
Tuesday, May 11, 2010
记忆
睡了又睡,睡了还是睡..
我在第一场梦梦到了你..
你穿着紫色衣..
起来我开慢慢的有种感觉..
原来..这感觉叫思念
你在我的记忆中留下了
最后一场恋爱..过后..我就再也没有谈恋爱了
可能我们在市场里 偶尔插肩而过..
可能我在补习中心楼下等待时
你可能会在街上的某一辆车..
或许我们真的有缘无分..
你也已有男友了..真好^^
思念真的是一种病..
一种让你渴望有中怀念的病啊..
我不敢想象我下一站..我的目标..
因为..我的路已有些模糊了..
这就是我的生活吗..
谁是比你更光的照明灯..
能照亮..我那读书读不好
儿子做不好
朋友做不好
人也做不好的烂路啊..
考试要到了..过了考试得了成绩..我这只螃蟹又要转换成猫。去死啦
(猫有九条命*W*)
Thursday, May 6, 2010
傻人做傻事
为了让自己病得比生不如死更加‘生不如死’
自己晚上睡前吃了超级卡布里朱古力:效果自负
怎么知道他妈地该死,在我睡的如我找周公,周公却想把我踢回来
晕晕顿顿,半睡半醒..感觉到头..凉了!!
一醒来惨咯..我能说精神到鬼来大爷的眼睛大得能下死他,让他死多一次==!!
妈拍门问我要上学吗..我如果诈病都诈不到啦,就只能回答..去..
在我离开之前..我想到了个点子,如果在学校突然发烧在回家..将才让老师信啊!!
结果我吃了昨天吃剩的5粒超级卡布里朱古力--
早餐叫麦当劳weekend special套餐!rm4,叫teh,他给coffee==天注定给我热气的是吗?
哈哈...哈....
我没想到我是只打不死的蟑螂!!我宁愿软软弱弱!!结果..我认命了..上台表演吧..
彩排时我已经死翘翘了..
结果..过了彩排就是放学..我一个人静静的坐在台上的其中一个墙角..
一直练一直练..好孤单啊~这几天..突然啊..觉得孤单能当上我的知己了..女友也不成~~
情..哈哈..4天没讲过话咯..也好啦对你是好事哦,不打扰个字读书的人==
别像我那么没前途...
坐着坐着,想着想着,弹下弹下(对!我没有拉)..死期慢慢接近了
慢慢的我有人陪了..慢慢的礼堂人多了..慢慢的合唱比赛要完了..慢慢的我上台了..时间也慢慢的走着走着..
我的脸丘动着,我的手抽筋中..发烧后很容易抽筋的!
结果..完了!!!!!我现在不敢去学校了啦!!没脸见人了啦!!
最近..凯顺停止发有女友的梦了..喜欢个女生是正常的..就算我喜欢个女生..我选择等待..
是我的就是我的
不是我的就不是我的
。。。。。。。。。。
Tuesday, May 4, 2010
病了
Monday, May 3, 2010
女人..
Wednesday, April 28, 2010
school life...skru life...
i went school just look like no went..
but i gt half forcus for study...
just a bit bit..so sad a bout myself..
today..
haha pengetua come in to my clss!!
and hor and hor!!!that was a ADDMATH period!!
haha the stupid pengetua really o0o!!!!
she come and check our homework !
haha ah moon kena!cause he also less do his homework der~
but i am nt kena!and hor when she out i just realize i didnt tuck in my shirt!
bwahahaha
..sze miin today cal me change my mouth...
i suddenly feel i had been changed
my mouth talk ..always will hurt per son..T.Ti don wan !!
Tuesday, April 27, 2010
my way..
Monday, April 26, 2010
Saturday, April 24, 2010
。单生。恋爱.初吻?唉考试..
但为什么我还是觉得..很矛盾weh==
单生有单生的好:
不用那么烦,有大把选择,随时都能看妞
是很自由哦
恋爱了好处虽然少但..:
情侣能做的事..约会啊..很多咯..又幸福哦..重要的是...不再会被人叫娘!!!!定==...
如果现在有个刚认识我的人
看见我的样子当我告诉他我没女友的时候
..他们..一是不信..二是用怪怪的眼神瞪着我==
更够力的是我说我还有初吻他们的反应更大!
我感觉到我..很自卑叻..
考试又要到了..唉..烦哦..
干嘛?头发剪了不代表我是大佬啊!..衰老师..我不是samseng
!!!!!!我很乖的叻
Monday, April 19, 2010
bad day==
today still no recovered..
i scare it will pain the whole life..
i dont wanT.Ti cant punch stand alrdy..my power move...oh god
pls let my hand recover it...
today mr viicky say if student in the class faild add math in the mid year exam..
you wil b drop class...
i was shock and sad in tat time..
IF I DROP CLASS I WILL SUICIDEt.t!!!!!
Sunday, April 18, 2010
i cut my hair...
Thursday, April 15, 2010
我梦见了你..
Tuesday, April 13, 2010
bad day gua=(
talking with qing..
some geli geli things what andre stand what honey what what what
laugh like..wuufoo make ppl jalous ~
evening i still feel normal~
with the violin lasson
then back home watch movei
then use comp until the night...after i wrote my status..the after a few comment
my moody donno why just suddenly down...
status:no metter how you feel..you feel that i was good..you feel that i was handsome..but i always feel myself..is just a normal guys..handsome goodman..no one will truely spend the love to me^^what i mean is..wish you all had a change to couple don waste it~don't said you worst than me..you got a person who spend love to yo...u..and she is nice..that i lose to you^^keep it up!!!
comment:nicholas>>i dont get it...LOL explain in more detail please
me>>wow..i mean..i gt some friend who had a gf..but they lik to say i am leng zai than him@@..but i feel that..i leng zai gt use me..i gt some female frenz said me is a better man..but i feel that better gt use meh..at last i also still single..i knw that single life is happy..but couple time..will much happier..haiz
then..i moody liao haiz~
Saturday, April 10, 2010
眼睛缩小了..心情差了..
Thursday, April 8, 2010
)=[today]=(
cause of music club~
just samapi school criforrd come and wan to play my violin
lol then cal me play liao~
i just play a few song my hand shake dao==
this sence look like last time i taking the grade 3 violin exam..
then start the class liao..
donno which period..i get knw my tempat in our clss..
no.1...
but count by last..
that mean last..!!!!!!!
i 1st time get a last!!!i last time how worst also get in top 20!!
T.Ti cry when i tell my mum..
damn it..a guy cry again..
haiz after that i no mood edi..
plus some reason i lagi no mood...
today i didnt too cold about you^^
but i feel funny is..when just sat infront of me need use sms?==
haiz..still gt a wall infront of us each other...
i really wish i can tell you the truth..
but i dont dare...scare you leave me far far away...
but mayb next time i will tell you la..i sure will tell you one..
just need see the time..
after koko went tropicana having lunch..taste..sucks..same with my mood..
after that went back to school..
didnt went music club there~~haha
me in dewan terbuka show off only==they cal me lik tat lo
violin la~
after that i just break dance lo..i cant believe that i don many dangerous move..
when i am down i can done a lot of teribble things..
i done holo BACK!!!!..mark jia yuan moon help la..
i done one hand stand with one hand punch!
and a lot...
i wish i can be happy again...i wish i can be happy..
Wednesday, April 7, 2010
..colded you..sorry qing
i dont know why i wil be like that..
i really dont know what happen to me..
i just can say sorry...
i sorry icant forgive myself..
maybe after few day we will b nice soon...
you had a bf..i cant too close to you..
later your bf jalous...qing...sorry...
you are my best friend but...reason is..T.Ti cant forgive myself!!!!!!...
i need some time to cool down....i wish you can understand me..i'm sorry...T.T
but actually you hard to understand de la xD~~~
Monday, April 5, 2010
我想通了吗??
可能我真的认真的去想了想..
其实..
我觉得..
我痛了
我伤了
我累了
我..够了
在将主动下去,感觉到,没什么好处..
够了..我该休息了
痛已要伤得我逼我到尽头了..
是时候..将所有停止了..
我不再去追了...
对了最近几个朋友都有了爱
情符合了~加油吧
xin有了男友,还是我小学朋友..==祝福你们咯
nee..也该有了吧..祝你顺利咯
^^加油..
你们继续上咯
我该停下来了..
我停了..
在夜晚..
我跟jj两人..
受到了痛..
jj you will be ok soon..love is like that...
ur bro,me always with you...
see hurt also hurt togeter...
i wish our dream come true...
Sunday, March 28, 2010
today..
Saturday, March 27, 2010
...finaly i realize
like a normal morning
i woke up,brush my teeth change my clote
and walk in my mum's car.
school day as usual..
breakdance as usual..
in class as usual..
dismiss the school..
straight away went for tiution,
dreaming as usual study as usual..
looking girl as usual,be myself as usual,
then went to school fatch my sister
in the time i was in basketball court
..long time didnt touch basketball
forget what i know when i was frm3..
my happy day..my happy year..
now i was frm4..i hate it..i wish i can stay in frm3..
back home..
my lunch was sucks..
then on9 awhile..after on9 off 9..
the time was just 10..
i stay in my room..
my phone was quite..my heart was empty..
finally i realize..i was lonely in the night..
i had nothing...i'm nothing..
i wish someone can cares me...but..
i feel..
nobody will cares me..no one....
i realize...i am not in your best friend list..
i had no gf..i had no target..i had nothing..
Sunday, March 21, 2010
my rush holiday week@@
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went midvalley for the collage fair...
UCSI suck!!!! the person who intro UCSI LCLY--o0o nah!!!
damn it...grade 3 can play organstra!?i feel the school standard i too damn low--
that day in there just boring until i wanna die!!in the i bought sze min present~~
monday
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BBQ in JJ house~~haha haiz i forget took picture leh!!!!! it was a happy day
saw the last time jj friend~~~~and chat something about love~~~
drank a tin of skoll--a kind of beer la..no mabuk lo~~xDcant belive leh
tuesday
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haha went 1U with whole gang girl~~~sing K oo~~celebrate sze min birthday~~cause ytd drank beer..the sound damn wried de but still can sing lo!!haha i saw sue ann!!!!she sing k just beside us only we 27 she 28!!!cinema also saw her!!big head stick saw her!!even toilet also=.=!!!!but she so paiseh..cute leh^^she!!!haha she with another 2 friend ~~
me with girl gang sing K(@@ i sang 'ji mo sian sheng' 2 time leh!) the big head stick
that day i so camera face@@~~so they say i that day special leng zai ~~hehe after the big head stick qing and coco back liao==
then jo,li ern ,sze min,wan ling,and me went to watch alice in wonder land!!!i like the cat weh!!!nice!!!!! haha after that show all one and one de desepear-- leave me only but nvm i still gt my family~~~haha
happy day~~
WEDneSday
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tiution.......
thurday
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off!!!!!
friday
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went camp in jin log shang again~~~!!!
haha...ha..i let yao zhong tipu to there de..say what..gt many leng lui--...i just saw ok ok only!!!
3 only!!!ugrh..but nvm haha its was a bit hapi a bit xin ku only!
friday night...we whole gang guy haha 2 ++ sleep~ stupid all making jokes!!!yao zhong go spray the person who slept d hair lol!!!i laugh dao,but cant laugh to loud wor damn xin ku de!!!
saturday
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the las day of camp~after our perform show ,team working bla bla bla the last day gt station game,all of the station game are normal just one of them was pain!!!!the leg and hand put in the ice water!!!ful of ice!!!!! -0'C weh a pain dao T.T...but the most unbeliveable things was...our group get the 1st place!!!!!!0.o!!!!haha,the last was interview to be teaceher or canteen people...haiz i b teacher de la...
after that...went back home..i tired like hell weh...later lagi went tkd getherring!!!also happy!!!!!haha daren darick birthday also!!!!saw many tkd friend la~~~gt chat many things~~~
the after that!!!!went cousin house!!!today2++ sleep also!!!!my cousin don let me sleep==haiz
sunday
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went for fishing~~~~ hehe nice also after eat lunch!!!damn delicious weh!!! then 3 somethig back home~~..after that night...went watch 'moon light trasure box '
damn funny de..then my holidays was end in here
photo time~~~~~~
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my cousin fishing~
darren darric birthday
my camp my group poster~i draw de~!
me and girls group gangs d big head stick~
my fishing~~
Monday, March 15, 2010
single life and couple life
Thursday, March 11, 2010
in hapi mode today~~~
wah i feel my life suddenly got a colour liao~~~~white!!!!nt grey~~
haha the world is fair!!!uhooo!!!!!!whole world gt a lot of leng lui~~~!!!!
that my stimuli cureingnation!!!!!yeah!!!!!
i like my eyes!!!!!! fuuuu!!!!!!!
fake..
just to let you dont face the truth.....
i everyday make whole day fake smile...
make every second fake long...
i can make manythings fake..but..
i just cant make my love get a fake..
everytime i get in fake love by people..
i love her..she pretend like love me..after all..no anwser..
just let me choose...
khai soon..
everythings will b ok..
the day is use to spend..
u live in everyday..
why don you cant happy everyday?
why don you true smile everyday?
why don you...love her everyday..
i hate 2010...
i hate frm4..
i hate i knew you..
i hate myself put 100% heart on you...
i hate it..
Monday, March 8, 2010
今天..自杀的玩笑==
Sunday, March 7, 2010
My Chemical Romance - I Don't Love You
Don't ever think I'll make you try to stay
And maybe when you get back
I'll be off to find another way
And after all this time that you still owe
You're still a good-for-nothing I don't know
So take your gloves and get out
Better get out
While you can
When you go
Would you even turn to say
I don't love you
Like I did
Yesterday
Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
But baby when they knock you
Down and out
Is where you oughta stay
And after all the blood that you still owe
Another dollar’s just another blowSo fix your eyes and get up
Better get up
While you can
When you go
Would you even turn to say
I don't love you
Like I didYesterday
When you go
Would you have the guts to say
I don't love you
Like I loved youYesterday
I don't love you
Like I loved you
Yesterday
I don't love you
Like I loved you
Yesterday
dude you will b ok..i don wan u and me broke with girl in the same time..
dude,i know you were in a hardship now~~
i cant do anythings i just can give u some idea and advice..
but i raelly don wan u broke with the girl weh--
cause i broke i still gt a happy guy cheer me up..
acctually nt broke..i just kena reject xD
anyway i am fine now~if u broke...haiz..then we were 100%brother liao==
same primary school same kinda garden..until now we still best friend..
now if broke heart togeter== i feel werid weh...
Saturday, March 6, 2010
..结局..
Friday, March 5, 2010
i don't what am i thinking about..
i am tired...cause however i spent the time..
she will not be mine....she wont be mine....
but today..i saw the last time ppl who hurt me last time...i pain...
where she going...
what she doing now?...
i just saw she on facebook..
now i really what also do know the person who i love last time..
i hate myself for dont wanna forget the mamory..
i hate myself for dont release myself..
i hate myself why always easy for loving a person for long time..for..whole heart just stick on her..
when she break me..i miss her..
now the person i chase also no idea what she was thinking..
so thta i choose..give up..but..the girl last time let me..look like don wanna give up..
i feel her photo look like...pushing me...don give up..
but...
haiz..no ppl will love me..
i was a true crab...
Wednesday, March 3, 2010
做男主动者..真的很辛苦weh..
Friday, February 26, 2010
sir tan wedding+BSD ang pao^^+swiming
yesterday
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yesterday was my taekwondo sir wedding haha i saw lam dak weng(MY FM DJ)
he was my sir childhood friend from 9years old until now,
dak weng yesterday became the talking speach people,
our taekwondo team sat in a table me ,jj and pek shen sit together
..==sat with pek...just cant eat the dishes..talk alot of nonsense
..and the most stressful things was...the all taekwondo sir just sat next table of us..
and all of them all was..master master...like master ben wong there,sir ee liang..and some sir..all 'dai lap yeh'...damn stress==
in the wedding we all went out alot XD cause of outside can wifi~~
but at here congratulation to my sir~~finnaly he was married^^ wish him good luck in his new life..i wish he can teach me some crazy tKD techniesT.T
today
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hehe this are the picture u see u know~
^^^^^^^^^
nah don simply say thing ah just chating only
we swiming
after that when take ang pao~~
walk 5km++
until my leg got water pop
==
~~haiz but it was a happy day~~
Friday, February 19, 2010
~~~CNY~~~
~~~
lol,wish you lucky
today