sir tan wedding+BSD ang pao^^+swiming

yesterday

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yesterday was my taekwondo sir wedding haha i saw lam dak weng(MY FM DJ)

he was my sir childhood friend from 9years old until now,

dak weng yesterday became the talking speach people,

our taekwondo team sat in a table me ,jj and pek shen sit together

..==sat with pek...just cant eat the dishes..talk alot of nonsense



..and the most stressful things was...the all taekwondo sir just sat next table of us..

and all of them all was..master master...like master ben wong there,sir ee liang..and some sir..all 'dai lap yeh'...damn stress==



in the wedding we all went out alot XD cause of outside can wifi~~



but at here congratulation to my sir~~finnaly he was married^^ wish him good luck in his new life..i wish he can teach me some crazy tKD techniesT.T

today
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hehe this are the picture u see u know~

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nah don simply say thing ah just chating only

we swiming

after that when take ang pao~~

walk 5km++

until my leg got water pop

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~~haiz but it was a happy day~~

~~~CNY~~~

yesterday

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went to jj house~~

hmm meet his 3 friend~~

haha it was fun~

at 1st i just went there for chating with jj

then suddenly i folow them went to the friends house take ang pao~

we had took a lot of photo and..

jj i will kept the secret

!!!!i will!!!!

and i saw it

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lol,wish you lucky

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today

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home alone again

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..又是一样的感觉..

半夜一点,

坐在沙发，

电视播着《underworld》1，2

直到4点，

又是4点..

它才完..

在睡前躺在床上那一刹那..

头脑漂浮着很多问号..

为什么还爱着他..

为什么每次追人追到一半就会有这种感觉..

难道我真的要被动..

才能有恋爱吗？

但

..被人要，被人飞..

感觉有点不对乜?

想想下不知不觉就醒来了,

醒来?

..对..

醒来了

自己连睡觉都想着这些东西

你说死不死啊..

..唉..

今天也是一个人在家

早餐是无味的粥..

想加个调味料都没得加..

整天在家

就是dota..

唉没意义的假期

晚餐自己煮面（超辣的XDhou jiak!）

爸爸有打包了晚餐回来

不肥都假啦..

我的舞步退步了..

..唉..

我是个蠢材..

一个人独自坐在电视机前，

播着《大只佬》-刘德华，

完后再播《绝种铁金刚》,

..直到4点多..

还是没有去睡觉的心情

九点多因恶梦而醒..

但又再睡回去..

..又来个恶梦..

。。但。。

被老妈的拍门声打断了

梦境虽然乱但..

那好像都是我所有的负面想象..

想起在梦境照着镜子的我..

整张脸都是大大粒的暗娼..

都觉得反胃..

一大早就因为老妈将我最爱的巧克力

开张都还没！

就送了给人！

气到我早餐都不吃了！

然后打给个昨天到现在电话都不通的人

..我希望他能爱我我也能爱他..

但..在我需要他的时候

电话夺命连环CALL都行不通..

我快气爆了!!!!

老妈叫我去吃麦当劳,

我才懒得理他！

巧克力是我的生命止痛丸叻！

...唉...

..现在有点后悔..

麦当劳是我的营养基..T.T

结果..

最后妈还是打包的给我..

还是SPICY chichen macduluxe

。。我喉咙都不知受得住没有。。

..唉..

唉

唉

..我是个蠢材..

xXRANd0MXx :)+:)+:)+:(=:(

VALENTINE&first day chinese new year
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i don somethings unbeliveable0.o haha even myself also cant belive it~~~

second day of chinese new year
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i went CC with my cousin play DOTA..then i miss take some ang pao and..i make my both sister ang pao missing also...even my one also missing...haiz...

third day of chinese new year(yesterday)
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i donno why my phone kena virus or what!i cant play games,i cant on blue thooth!!!!!CRAB!!!
..in the same day i went to pahang ,bendong and RAUB ..my gu ma house..1st place that i arrived was my 2nd gu ma house,i saw my gu ma's daughter's daughter..i think she should call me biu kao fu but we just no saying anythings from last last year until now..cause...donno how to start a conversation...hmm she quit beautiful haha but she form5..haiz~and we both not close at all~ya and her brother same age with me..but..look like i older than him xD..his pant short like...uhm uhm...haiz...not close with them also ..they were johor people~

after 3hour something i sat on the chair until my butt on fire my parents finally finish their chat..then we went to next pplace my elder gu ma house,chat a while went out take dinner...but all of restorant full or close==then we went back elder gu ma house ,gu ma cook...at 1st i feel..ermmm mayb the taste will ewwww..but out of my imagination nice!!!!!!!
then all finish dinner then chat again,awhile~ back home..

arrived home i was just look like a farmer after farming in rain..tired like hell..then i call yennee lo~~but she not convienent..haiz then nvm i go to piano room continue practising the scoll,name piano solo .hack//G.U.(Website background music)..its quite hard for me..bass clef!!!..argh!! now i jus play until 2nd roll only!!! i will try hard,after a sweet massage i slept~

chinese new year 4th(today)
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home alone...alone alone alone...

无意中..

知道你已有了男友..

还以为我真的放下了你..
原来..什么都是假的..
放不下又如何？..
得不到又何必回忆自己失去的？..
爱情就是不能勉强..
我只能珍惜现在我有的..
却无法挽回之前所得到的..
人为什么那么矛盾？..
..就算不想你..独自望着窗外的雨..
脑海中只会漂浮伤心的画面..
我是一个没用的人..
我是一个失败的人..
说得到...办不到..

凯顺..你很没用..

2010年..新年快乐

才个年头,什么事都来了..

最近朋友们都有些些的烦恼..

包括我在内..有的哭了很多遍..

有的被伤了很多遍..

才一个年头就那么多烦恼了..

唉..希望大家都能快快解决所有烦人的烦恼..

新年过后我就转班了..

有点不舍得那一班..

尤其是那里的朋友..

唉..转了那班对我的前途可能有帮助..

一来那里能读到书，朋友少吗～

二来有add math~虽然一转了班一定很辛苦..

但我会试着去凭的!。。我会想念你的^^就算我转了班，我早上都会回去八一八~~^^

情人节啊!!!没情人啊T.T!!!


唉..算了..新年快乐^^

haPPY BirThday+red wine+tiger

HAPPY birth day to you~haPpy Birthday To you~happy birthday to you ~happy birthday to you~~~~~~

haha angeline&kelvin birthday party~~~damn happy de playing true or dare but no kena me one time also don have!!!!haha i am the luck man!!!but not fun...T.Tno kena me~~

drank a tiger..damn bitter...drank a cup of wine...damn like blood taste xP...also no mabuk..marcus jus dank onece..then the whole boday became like a tomato==

then kelvin and desmond all drunk==and kel done something bad ..haiz..at las all guy kena drunk jus merv,the chong hua guy,andre(headech),and me no so worst

qing gt bring her sis come haha nt like qing,okok la~~~but she so charm a little girl only i sometime will pui her cause pity her^^but hor she look like missunderstanding me and qing..saw me infront of qing then push qing to me..almost 3 time*0*!..then hor i made a deal with her~~s~e~c~r~e~t haha

oh ya talking a bout dance..wow i feel i embereesss myslef!!!i done some suck dance cause i dance!!!ah!!!i wanna die liao why i will do tat!!!and hor when they say wanna couple dance that time qing jus straight away cal my name out and wan dace with me0.o i shock dao then the whole gang oh me..desmond shout why don choose me!!!hahaha that was fun

joyce always cal me pui her haha she also a little girl there~~my little kai mui~~hehe

VL i got chat with him cause i don want saw him bitter face

andre pengsan liao

crifford,david,lam fung all in fun mode

moon,merv,chong hwa guy dance cool!!

chiu nan, yi min..true or dare haha

jia jing can play toto liao

jolene..go couple la!xD

wan ling don feel sien la

coco..ur necless how liao~?

qing gt thing happen wanna tell me ya~

qing sis i will done the deal~

marcus..don drink wine again..later ur blood become purple

qi yao..you look like so quite gaga

kelvin,angeline happy birthday

i am giving up..trying..

i really need to take a break?shouldn't i?can i?..i like her but i cant get her...should i continue?...but i think..i give up...will be ok...i think so...just will emo the whole de..be like a dead man?..nobody will care me..i just can wait the people who i like,like me..i just can wait..waiting..is just the reason..i am paining..

emoing in school whole day..

today i just woke,go to school i just feel so high my heartbeat my pupil became bigger my blood flood fast like hell!!whatever i said just joke,even perhimpunan singging the negaraku i laugh like hell cause of my laugh i kena tangkap up to stage and sing negaraku to mr fran. finnish singging mr fran just say my voice was laugh and say i can sing..

--then the pengetua say:jangan buang masa kita!... cause of her this speach me and ah moon laugh like hell cause the buang masa one was her..babi dia..

cause of her i sang 5 time negaraku..nevermind can practise my high pith also==..haha in the same time sit at the back sure wont mengantok cause so many jokes and laugh here~

affter back to class just pass 1 pivrite..i just thinking..something..haiz..then my mood swing and i feel somethings will let me feel unhappy was coming..haiz..nevermind..just skip what was it..after i know that bad things..i just wanna cry..when recess i sit infront of jo..i just wanna cry infront of her..luckily i don't..

my mood swing back be4 the last pivrite cause my mood swing back again..when u pook my hand that time haha kidding la haha..then me and ah moon bboy in the dewan tertutup haha i feel i improve liao!!!

these for today..JO thank for accompany me..and chat with me..xin:SRY YA i really donno how to say what to do,sry !!!..yennee:hate u!!!