today..

haha morning went tKD~

practise kick~

after that i practise my breaking...haiz i still feel sucks..

after that went jj house0.o!!!i bought IR day ticket liao!!!

haha next week will stay jj house one day..

i really paiseh for going jj house..everytime went also both hand kosong

next time i will bring somethings to aunty..^^

then in the evening i really damn free ntg to do...

sleep lo....

haiz night went out facth my sister~

then went jusco for my dinner~~~KFc!!!

bwahaha the walk popular lo~~

i saw a small girl walao!!!!!!

damn cute weh!!!!!YER !!!!!round spec!rabbit teeth!eYES round round de!!!look like pei wen but..

mor leng than her x6!!!tiny damn cute!!!ah!!!i wan photo with her leh!!!but..

ughr she was gone!!!!ah!!!!i wish i can see her again!!!!

serious!!damn cute weh!!!!

happy today~

...finaly i realize

it was a normal day

like a normal morning

i woke up,brush my teeth change my clote

and walk in my mum's car.

school day as usual..

breakdance as usual..

in class as usual..

dismiss the school..

straight away went for tiution,

dreaming as usual study as usual..

looking girl as usual,be myself as usual,

then went to school fatch my sister

in the time i was in basketball court

..long time didnt touch basketball

forget what i know when i was frm3..

my happy day..my happy year..

now i was frm4..i hate it..i wish i can stay in frm3..

back home..

my lunch was sucks..

then on9 awhile..after on9 off 9..

the time was just 10..

i stay in my room..

my phone was quite..my heart was empty..

finally i realize..i was lonely in the night..

i had nothing...i'm nothing..

i wish someone can cares me...but..

i feel..

nobody will cares me..no one....

i realize...i am not in your best friend list..

i had no gf..i had no target..i had nothing..

my rush holiday week@@

last sunday

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went midvalley for the collage fair...



UCSI suck!!!! the person who intro UCSI LCLY--o0o nah!!!



damn it...grade 3 can play organstra!?i feel the school standard i too damn low--



that day in there just boring until i wanna die!!in the i bought sze min present~~



monday

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BBQ in JJ house~~haha haiz i forget took picture leh!!!!! it was a happy day



saw the last time jj friend~~~~and chat something about love~~~



drank a tin of skoll--a kind of beer la..no mabuk lo~~xDcant belive leh



tuesday

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haha went 1U with whole gang girl~~~sing K oo~~celebrate sze min birthday~~cause ytd drank beer..the sound damn wried de but still can sing lo!!haha i saw sue ann!!!!she sing k just beside us only we 27 she 28!!!cinema also saw her!!big head stick saw her!!even toilet also=.=!!!!but she so paiseh..cute leh^^she!!!haha she with another 2 friend ~~

me with girl gang sing K(@@ i sang 'ji mo sian sheng' 2 time leh!) the big head stick
that day i so camera face@@~~so they say i that day special leng zai ~~hehe after the big head stick qing and coco back liao==

then jo,li ern ,sze min,wan ling,and me went to watch alice in wonder land!!!i like the cat weh!!!nice!!!!! haha after that show all one and one de desepear-- leave me only but nvm i still gt my family~~~haha

happy day~~

WEDneSday

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tiution.......

thurday

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off!!!!!

friday

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went camp in jin log shang again~~~!!!

haha...ha..i let yao zhong tipu to there de..say what..gt many leng lui--...i just saw ok ok only!!!

3 only!!!ugrh..but nvm haha its was a bit hapi a bit xin ku only!

friday night...we whole gang guy haha 2 ++ sleep~ stupid all making jokes!!!yao zhong go spray the person who slept d hair lol!!!i laugh dao,but cant laugh to loud wor damn xin ku de!!!

saturday

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the las day of camp~after our perform show ,team working bla bla bla the last day gt station game,all of the station game are normal just one of them was pain!!!!the leg and hand put in the ice water!!!ful of ice!!!!! -0'C weh a pain dao T.T...but the most unbeliveable things was...our group get the 1st place!!!!!!0.o!!!!haha,the last was interview to be teaceher or canteen people...haiz i b teacher de la...

after that...went back home..i tired like hell weh...later lagi went tkd getherring!!!also happy!!!!!haha daren darick birthday also!!!!saw many tkd friend la~~~gt chat many things~~~

the after that!!!!went cousin house!!!today2++ sleep also!!!!my cousin don let me sleep==haiz

sunday

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went for fishing~~~~ hehe nice also after eat lunch!!!damn delicious weh!!! then 3 somethig back home~~..after that night...went watch 'moon light trasure box '

damn funny de..then my holidays was end in here

photo time~~~~~~

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my cousin fishing~

darren darric birthday

my camp my group poster~i draw de~!

me and girls group gangs d big head stick~

my fishing~~

single life and couple life

hehe

now i am pure single now~

no target no gf~

look like freedom can gap lui,can kao lui....

but atually i like to stick with target thaat kind of feel

i more like to stick with gf that kind of sweet~~

haiz both also got good reason~

hmm i finding target weh xD~~

ytd yennee suddenly 1.00+ sms me

today morning i saw it damn shock weh!!

i though she ate wrong pills

1 automatic find me...wried

2 1.00++ nt yet sleep...WRIED

( evening cal her)

she just look like normal..

haha she was a good girl ..but..i not belong to herT.T..it was a sad..haiz~~

but nvm..i think my life will get a lot of target soon if every target make me sad like tat

i think the time longer i will knw this kind of pain with friend

target ah target~~~wher are you~~~mayb i will find back old target~~

cold cold 1 look like she like someone

then..cold cold 2..sorry lo...she and me also don dare to talk with each other

l.z.y?hmm she too far distand from me..she quite nice de but fren~

s.a...haiz nt same school no face to face be4..ust a picture==..and i feel our phone cal also wried==

p.w?nah!~~~she wont be mine also~~happy birthday to her~~

the last time one??aikzz...@@...she don wan pak tor de~~~

maybe find a new one lo...

i like my eyes0.0

in hapi mode today~~~

hehe~~~

wah i feel my life suddenly got a colour liao~~~~white!!!!nt grey~~

haha the world is fair!!!uhooo!!!!!!whole world gt a lot of leng lui~~~!!!!

that my stimuli cureingnation!!!!!yeah!!!!!

i like my eyes!!!!!! fuuuu!!!!!!!

fake..

..fake..

just to let you dont face the truth.....

i everyday make whole day fake smile...

make every second fake long...

i can make manythings fake..but..

i just cant make my love get a fake..

everytime i get in fake love by people..

i love her..she pretend like love me..after all..no anwser..

just let me choose...

khai soon..

everythings will b ok..

the day is use to spend..

u live in everyday..

why don you cant happy everyday?

why don you true smile everyday?

why don you...love her everyday..

i hate 2010...

i hate frm4..

i hate i knew you..

i hate myself put 100% heart on you...

i hate it..

今天..自杀的玩笑==

今天考了数学，道德，和国语..==有点难啦~

在下课那段时期，我和情到angeline的班温习~

jo也在~

够力咯温习温习突然聊起昨天的自杀要求～

angeline的提议：到KLCC的大针上，像烧鸡翼将叉在那边,然后他们会在KLCC的外面楼下,得空就去拜拜..KLCC成为了墓碑，然后还上买报子头条，一位少年自杀插在KLCC的大针上阻碍了通讯线了..他们说完了提议后，还说：将死，看几有意思

==够力咯将都给他们想到--

也好啦能给我笑一笑~~

My Chemical Romance - I Don't Love You

Well when you go
Don't ever think I'll make you try to stay
And maybe when you get back
I'll be off to find another way
And after all this time that you still owe
You're still a good-for-nothing I don't know
So take your gloves and get out
Better get out
While you can
When you go
Would you even turn to say
I don't love you
Like I did
Yesterday
Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
But baby when they knock you
Down and out
Is where you oughta stay
And after all the blood that you still owe
Another dollar’s just another blowSo fix your eyes and get up
Better get up
While you can
When you go
Would you even turn to say
I don't love you
Like I didYesterday
When you go
Would you have the guts to say
I don't love you
Like I loved youYesterday
I don't love you
Like I loved you
Yesterday
I don't love you
Like I loved you
Yesterday

dude you will b ok..i don wan u and me broke with girl in the same time..

to jj

dude,i know you were in a hardship now~~
i cant do anythings i just can give u some idea and advice..
but i raelly don wan u broke with the girl weh--
cause i broke i still gt a happy guy cheer me up..
acctually nt broke..i just kena reject xD
anyway i am fine now~if u broke...haiz..then we were 100%brother liao==
same primary school same kinda garden..until now we still best friend..
now if broke heart togeter== i feel werid weh...

today post

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today after tkd in primary school the last year strd6 student went take the money of UPSR..all young child..haiz....when i heart broken..no stimuli cureingnation...how come i will nice mood ah..but anyway go eat bak-ku-teh with his family so pai seh..and with a husband and wife ..their friend~~i drank a glss of hot hot teh..my lelangit now get hurt..nw gt blood taste=='''...haiz then went jj house he teach me guitar~~haha a bit blur blur also~~

back home..sleep..wowo get a nightmare..stupid worm evolution to praying mantis come out from the petai gland and many many come out..than go in my mouth i gt the feeling somethings go into my mouth=.=''''b4 that..hooo..i kiss..pw..== was this a nightmare?yes it was*0*

haiz now i was no target..rest?..too...nt like me..contineuw?..find target lo..but..haiz donno..

..结局..

第一次与他眼与眼的交流

以msn而当上了朋友来开场..

以同班同学喜欢上他的续场..

第一次用笑笑的方式表白连续场..

转班而不熟冷漠了彼此的友情半场..

搞到自己心乱心烦心痛的下半场..

以信息搞到朋友都没得做的后场..

今天一封做回朋友安慰我的信当收场..

唉～

在痛的时期里找到了几首歌..

想到你就心酸酸 - 黄舒骏

Haru Haru-big bang

恋爱症候群

i dont love you

。。。。。

只有他们能治疗我

..................

i don't what am i thinking about..

wanna give up...

i am tired...cause however i spent the time..

she will not be mine....she wont be mine....

but today..i saw the last time ppl who hurt me last time...i pain...

where she going...

what she doing now?...

i just saw she on facebook..

now i really what also do know the person who i love last time..

i hate myself for dont wanna forget the mamory..

i hate myself for dont release myself..

i hate myself why always easy for loving a person for long time..for..whole heart just stick on her..

when she break me..i miss her..

now the person i chase also no idea what she was thinking..

so thta i choose..give up..but..the girl last time let me..look like don wanna give up..

i feel her photo look like...pushing me...don give up..

but...

haiz..no ppl will love me..


i was a true crab...

做男主动者..真的很辛苦weh..

自从被两个女生

连续被动，连续被爱，连续被接受..

连续被飞之后..

我觉得被飞的男生..我..

很没用!..

他追她飞..痛的是我..

他爱不爱..痛得也是我..

结果

就将改变了自己..

但改变了之后..

追这个女生..

追她我真的不会对别的女生动心..

但追她..不知道他在想什么..

追她..等待着答案..

等待..等待..等待..

..等..

当在等的同时感觉不到他对我有感觉..

这是什么意思呢？..

心就突然间的秋痛着..

他妈的不该有男生的第十二感..

就去问个清楚咯..

‘你会爱上我吗？’

就将..

又是等等等..

直到过了一个小时..

电话的新信箱还是0..

就将问了他..

感觉到主动都有他的坏处的..

被动也是一样的等待爱你的人到来..

还有谁会爱我erh...