school life...skru life...

this year de school day..

i went school just look like no went..

but i gt half forcus for study...

just a bit bit..so sad a bout myself..

today..

haha pengetua come in to my clss!!

and hor and hor!!!that was a ADDMATH period!!

haha the stupid pengetua really o0o!!!!

she come and check our homework !

haha ah moon kena!cause he also less do his homework der~

but i am nt kena!and hor when she out i just realize i didnt tuck in my shirt!

bwahahaha

..sze miin today cal me change my mouth...

i suddenly feel i had been changed

my mouth talk ..always will hurt per son..T.Ti don wan !!

my way..

i don't understand what i want..

i am a useless guys..i try to change it..

but faild..after all..i cant change myself..i still in the midpoint..

..i will keep trying to change my life..

i will do that all over again..

i have choose a bad way last time..

i will find another better way to walk it!!

i will!!!!

初恋红豆冰

昨天看了初恋红豆冰！！

好看到！！爱死那部电影！！

。单生。恋爱.初吻？唉考试..

我已单生了5个月了~

但为什么我还是觉得..很矛盾weh==

单生有单生的好:

不用那么烦，有大把选择，随时都能看妞
是很自由哦

恋爱了好处虽然少但..:

情侣能做的事..约会啊..很多咯..又幸福哦..重要的是...不再会被人叫娘！！！！定==...

如果现在有个刚认识我的人

看见我的样子当我告诉他我没女友的时候

..他们..一是不信..二是用怪怪的眼神瞪着我==

更够力的是我说我还有初吻他们的反应更大！

我感觉到我..很自卑叻..

考试又要到了..唉..烦哦..

干嘛？头发剪了不代表我是大佬啊！..衰老师..我不是samseng
!!!!!!我很乖的叻

bad day==

hand injure on saturday..

today still no recovered..

i scare it will pain the whole life..

i dont wanT.Ti cant punch stand alrdy..my power move...oh god

pls let my hand recover it...

today mr viicky say if student in the class faild add math in the mid year exam..

you wil b drop class...

i was shock and sad in tat time..

IF I DROP CLASS I WILL SUICIDEt.t!!!!!

i cut my hair...

before

after@@

my face got a lot fucking pimper

i had no the fucking mood to face my emo

fuck you khai soon!!!!!

can you just dont be the fucking emo!!!

我梦见了你..

下午的午觉

虽然我是过分的睡了很长，5个小时吧

但这午觉甜甜的..虽然他不会喜欢我

但无所谓，

你美但你的心..却是个怪人

s.miin:'leng lui是用来欣赏的!'

xD

哈哈我现在要主动还是被动好呢～？？:D

bad day gua=(

don't why.. morning i still feel happy..

talking with qing..

some geli geli things what andre stand what honey what what what

laugh like..wuufoo make ppl jalous ~

evening i still feel normal~

with the violin lasson

then back home watch movei it was a nice movie..

then use comp until the night...after i wrote my status..the after a few comment

my moody donno why just suddenly down...

status:no metter how you feel..you feel that i was good..you feel that i was handsome..but i always feel myself..is just a normal guys..handsome goodman..no one will truely spend the love to me^^what i mean is..wish you all had a change to couple don waste it~don't said you worst than me..you got a person who spend love to yo...u..and she is nice..that i lose to you^^keep it up!!!

comment:nicholas>>i dont get it...LOL explain in more detail please
me>>wow..i mean..i gt some friend who had a gf..but they lik to say i am leng zai than him@@..but i feel that..i leng zai gt use me..i gt some female frenz said me is a better man..but i feel that better gt use meh..at last i also still single..i knw that single life is happy..but couple time..will much happier..haiz

then..i moody liao haiz~

眼睛缩小了..心情差了..

面子书上有个朋友说我眼睛小了,

我还以为是只是我拍照时眼睛稍微所以点点，

结果回到房间照照镜子..

眼睛真的小了..

不管我怎么增大..

一点也不自然..

最近心情又高又低..

时好时差..中四..我恨你..

以前就一直很想上中四..上了现在后悔到

朋友都变了..或许他们没变..是自己变了

我何时变得那么会悲观的人啊？？

搞得自己能在一天内变的整个废物将..

你...一定会过得比我好吧？..

人终说生在福中不知福..

但为何我一点福都感觉不到..

你..一定感得很幸福吧

人终说人终要知足..

但有东西让我知足吗？..

你..有的知足吧？..

是不是悲观者就终是羡慕别人..

连粒沙子都羡慕..羡慕它自由自在的飞，漂流四处..

我真的希望..

有一月..

有一周..

有一日..

有一时..

就在那短短的几分钟让我改掉那悲观子..

就在你站在幸福的圈里

另一个圈里的人往往不会是我

我只能在你的圈外

笑笑地望着你和他

你也只能对我笑一笑

)=[today]=(

today brought violin to school,

cause of music club~

just samapi school criforrd come and wan to play my violin

lol then cal me play liao~

i just play a few song my hand shake dao==

this sence look like last time i taking the grade 3 violin exam..

then start the class liao..

donno which period..i get knw my tempat in our clss..

no.1...

but count by last..

that mean last..!!!!!!!

i 1st time get a last!!!i last time how worst also get in top 20!!

T.Ti cry when i tell my mum..

damn it..a guy cry again..

haiz after that i no mood edi..

plus some reason i lagi no mood...

today i didnt too cold about you^^

but i feel funny is..when just sat infront of me need use sms?==

haiz..still gt a wall infront of us each other...

i really wish i can tell you the truth..

but i dont dare...scare you leave me far far away...

but mayb next time i will tell you la..i sure will tell you one..

just need see the time..

after koko went tropicana having lunch..taste..sucks..same with my mood..

after that went back to school..

didnt went music club there~~haha

me in dewan terbuka show off only==they cal me lik tat lo

violin la~

after that i just break dance lo..i cant believe that i don many dangerous move..

when i am down i can done a lot of teribble things..

i done holo BACK!!!!..mark jia yuan moon help la..

i done one hand stand with one hand punch!

and a lot...

i wish i can be happy again...i wish i can be happy..

..colded you..sorry qing

i am sorry i colded you...

i dont know why i wil be like that..

i really dont know what happen to me..

i just can say sorry...

i sorry icant forgive myself..

maybe after few day we will b nice soon...

you had a bf..i cant too close to you..

later your bf jalous...qing...sorry...

you are my best friend but...reason is..T.Ti cant forgive myself!!!!!!...


i need some time to cool down....i wish you can understand me..i'm sorry...T.T

but actually you hard to understand de la xD~~~

我想通了吗？？

经过某些大刺激过后..已是第三次叻

可能我真的认真的去想了想..

其实..

我觉得..

我痛了

我伤了

我累了

我..够了

在将主动下去，感觉到，没什么好处..

够了..我该休息了

痛已要伤得我逼我到尽头了..

是时候..将所有停止了..

我不再去追了...

对了最近几个朋友都有了爱

情符合了~加油吧

xin有了男友，还是我小学朋友..==祝福你们咯

nee..也该有了吧..祝你顺利咯

^^加油..

你们继续上咯

我该停下来了..

我停了..

在夜晚..

我跟jj两人..

受到了痛..

jj you will be ok soon..love is like that...

ur bro,me always with you...

see hurt also hurt togeter...

i wish our dream come true...