23.3.2011 violin

...

everythings start when i walk in to teacher's office

cause for finding the art teacher

all my friend walked inside

i alone standing outside,so that i following walk in too

when i walked in...i saw 3 indian holding violin and miss saw

a indian girl that i knew last year smile at me

i reply her a smile too

then she called me for help her tune the violin

miss saw suddenly look at me and said

'eh!u knw perform right!?'

then i just

'ehhhhhhhhhhh~~??'

''nevermind you prepare song for me tomorrow 1.10 i wan see u''

'why!?'

'cause you can perform ma'

'see first la'

'cannot see!must!'

'okay la must la must la'

'2 song ah!'

'2 song ah!?!?!'

'ya..'

'ok...T^T'

today...

was the day i practise on the stage..

....

at first was the idian group ply...

then after...is me

i played the 1st song minuet g major:la betoven

the hall still got some noise

when i playing the 2nd song ..i forget the name

something like concerto then it was a upper grade song

when i playing the begining

suddenly the whole hall became silent

i feeling more nervous until many buttle fly in my stomach..

got a lot mistake...

when i finish!i 'woooh!!'

and swing my arms

the from 1 student stareing on me and the hand cofusing claping

then..i heard the clapping sound from they all T^T

feel so gam dong

:actually ...before i wrote this blog i feel so scare about for perfome...

but i donno why...after i wrote the feeling ..i suddenly wanna play weel on the perfomance

wish me good luck :D

19.3.2010 a random stuff

i'm not a musician
but i love play music
i'm not a fighter
but i love mactiral arts
i'm not a dancer
but i dance
i'm not a woman nicer
but i'm good relation with girls more than guys...

that what i wanna talk about...
i think the world will have some guys look like me
its nt less..
................................

i'm a guy...
who like to change a girl to be better..
and like to gossip with girl..
that why i always hang out with girl
because of these
many guys say i am gay or sissy(another reason because my face a bit look alike girls look )
some guys will respect me say i good in takle girls..

.........
my feeling always be sensitive

,
especially for thoose girl who like me...
i know everythings..
i feel everythings..
but
sorry girls:)

i aready got a girlfriend
if every girl that like me can be my gf...
sorry i wont alow myself do that
i just love one
i believe that not just a girl like me
you all also need to believe that you all not just can like me

(this post is full of perasan mettod so....if i make you feel ungood i apologize)

sorry:)

i love my J

17.3.2011 if the world end...

i'm not cursing the world end

just...IF

these days most of my friends are saying

'aiya no need to study la,the world will end in 2012'

'world will end.what you worry for?'

that is because of the japan 8.9 earthquake

and made of the nuclear factory had been explose

.....

its not a sigh of the world will be end

and

if we hit by the radioactive

we'll get cancer or future will get a bad body..

almost half end of the world..

what i'll do if the world really will end when i was still 17-40?

1.i will tell everythings to my family,every feelings that i'm live in this house exspecially my dad.

2.hang out with my friends,do whatever crazy stuff that we're never did before

3.stay with my girlfriend:)

4.wear handsome handsome xD

last...sacrified myself for saving the people that need to live;)

just IF xD

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