-.-''i am a dumb ass..

morning had a people woke me up go for sg wang..but i was thinking on my bed..am i really gotta to went there for walk here walk there,and just use that 2 stupid big eyes and watch some 'nice look people'?
i'm think that just a small stuff for cheer me up..but anyway just can see cannot eat..i don do that..so i just lay myself on my bed and shout a sound'i don wanna go!!'..that all...
and then i a whole day stay in home..and alone..

when i am woke..i damn mong cha cha..i donno why my hand will go touch my HTC touch and go on to draf box and send a massage'u really didn't on feel to me?'..i hate myself in a half dream half wake..==its an idiot sigh..and then i get an..anwser..that anwser feel good..but i jus ble ble then i reply a stupid massage said tat i sent wrong!!..crab on me..i really a crab..and after i am clear on my brain..i write a massage..and told her wat i ask..i didn't sent wrong..man..i still loving you..

and the whole day my face was just infront on my computer screen...2:00++i ate my breakfast-.-'''a cup noodle and a tripler chocolate ice cream,man !chocolate was my life!!!!i love it!i like it!everytime i sad,just eat chocolate i donno why..it was a big comfort..hmm i think when eating ice cream crying was a good ideal~~haha i didn't try before~~

after that play DOTA..suck the game man!!!suddenly can't in the game!!!..i am winning the game==..haiz..then just go on msn..chat with viicky..she was a stupid =p..she off9..==i shit lor..facebook ntg to do

..then watch the movie which i download until the whole computer laggy + DElay + smooth+running slow like shit!..anyway no pain no gain,no lag no movie!..watched fast and furior1,2..waiting for the 3 finish download..so what can i do?

blogging lo=.='' i feel the song of my blog..all pity pity..but can say all of those was nice!!i no nid open up my window media player and plus one program lag on my computer..waste my time..

am i a stupid?...when some one loving a wrong person..that the someone will get a lot..no!its too much of hurt!? until you heart will burse!and you will cry!..nw i just realize..many guy let girl broke heart..not just me..i can't done a things that i had no target..i really need something to cover up..i hate MYSELF!USELEES!STUPID!DUMB..

people said that he was lonley..didn't you feel lonley before?..that feel was not tasty..HATE THE FEEL..I HATE EVERY TRUTH!!!..haiz..