..random stuff...

these day everytime i blogging i sure will talking about the school...

i suddenly feel school live was boring...i donno why...cause teacher teaching no joke too boring...or i always thinking some..sad things?...i think so...i donno why everytime i broke...i sure will always thinking about her...until i found a new gf...then i will slowly put her down and let me put in freedom...i missing you..that ply girl...haiz..i was insanse

looking through the window,looking the people who walking downstair i feel i wanna jump down...aren't the 3rd floor too short?even jump down i think i also wont die...haiz...i feel i love a person...but..if i sucess..i think..i will...make her study getting worst..cause she was..too pure..and..me this kind of lazy ugly was not suiteble to these girl..today i just cal myself don too close wiith her...don too loving her...don..don..don..but..she was my friend...haiz..then i told marcus...i cant belive that...he told me...haiz..i donno what to do...i donno..i like her..but i confuse in loving a person...i scare to love..i scare to let person hurt...what should i do?...i like her...i like..





these day i just realize...before that 1and 1/2 ...was the girl 'kao' me first..then i just..ehem..i FEEL I WAS USELESS!!!!i feel that!!!!i let people kao i let people fly!!!!damnit now i got a girl i like but i just not dare to chase her..not,not dare..it was..i don have the face,the hardworking smart brain..i was...just not suitable for her...cut it off man!i hate to make a choice...i hate it..cause last time that stupid choosen...now both also don have!one broke.one now tiution math and sejarah with me but i just donno why i hate her!she don pick up person phone!!!0.o..that mean both also faild...haiz i hate make choice!!!!!!!!!argh!!!!!~!!!!!who can save me...just gt two person who know who i like..one was the stupid marcus another one was the shu LyXX..i just can tell her what my problem...haiz...

who can save me...T^T..